rant
To be the typical angsty teenager. I hate when my parents are extremist authoritarian assholes.
how come they punish me for things that I'm not responisble for. For example, they keep threatening to take away my car because I skipped school along with the rest of my grade on friday. Who cares? I went in at 8 and absolutely noone was there, none of the teachers planned classes, noone was expecting to have the seniors there, so why bother going? Even the geekiest or whatever of people didn't go. So why am I in trouble with my parents about that? Do they seriously expect me to sit there in school bymyself through all my classes and wait till the bell rings till I can leave. I wouldn't have any work to do, I never have work to do in school anymore anyways... which brings me to my second point, why does it matter if something is on a "school night"? Why can't I goto a concert such as She Wants Revenge if its on a school night? I'm 18, I can take care of my self, I know how to navigate through Boston. So why does it matter that I have school the next day? So what if I get only a few hours of sleep? I don't need that sleep anyways, I have absolutely nothing to do in school. So maybe I'll be late if I only sleep four hours? Does that matter either? Okay, I have 15 tardies at the moment, but is that really that bad? Considering that 80% of those are from when I came in less than five minutes after the bell rang and was still able to get to my class on time. And that I'm not the only one tardy. Why are my parents retarded? Why do they think that if I goto something on a fucking "school night" that I will become a highschool/college drop-out, and that I should treat school like work, that I should be on time every day and always attend with no questions ever asked.. that's another thing I really hate, my dad, he never lets me ask any questions. He just tells me "no" "no no no no, I said No, that's why you can't go." Where is the justice in that? I'm asking a question so I can get an answer not a simple response that you've been repeating for the past twenty minutes, I wouldn't even need to ask you if I wanted to know what you thought if that is all you are going to say. Maybe I shouldn't bother asking anything anymore, why bother talking when you know the response is going to be every single time? And I always ask him why he says "no" and he never tells me why, neither of them do. They just say they dont like it and that I can't. I think I should be the judge of that. I think it's about time they let me offically run free, I practically am already, this control is all an illusion... mostly to their enjoyment, but I can't wait to rip right through that idea and openly be myself. No more masks and lies, its so trivial, so foolish and so obnoxious.
Sure it's very upsetting that I can't attend that show, it looks like a good one, Monday april 3, She Wants Revenge at the Avalon in Boston, Massachusetts, wish I could be there in the crowd enjoying some freedom from this school night crap I've dealt with for as long as I can remember.
how come they punish me for things that I'm not responisble for. For example, they keep threatening to take away my car because I skipped school along with the rest of my grade on friday. Who cares? I went in at 8 and absolutely noone was there, none of the teachers planned classes, noone was expecting to have the seniors there, so why bother going? Even the geekiest or whatever of people didn't go. So why am I in trouble with my parents about that? Do they seriously expect me to sit there in school bymyself through all my classes and wait till the bell rings till I can leave. I wouldn't have any work to do, I never have work to do in school anymore anyways... which brings me to my second point, why does it matter if something is on a "school night"? Why can't I goto a concert such as She Wants Revenge if its on a school night? I'm 18, I can take care of my self, I know how to navigate through Boston. So why does it matter that I have school the next day? So what if I get only a few hours of sleep? I don't need that sleep anyways, I have absolutely nothing to do in school. So maybe I'll be late if I only sleep four hours? Does that matter either? Okay, I have 15 tardies at the moment, but is that really that bad? Considering that 80% of those are from when I came in less than five minutes after the bell rang and was still able to get to my class on time. And that I'm not the only one tardy. Why are my parents retarded? Why do they think that if I goto something on a fucking "school night" that I will become a highschool/college drop-out, and that I should treat school like work, that I should be on time every day and always attend with no questions ever asked.. that's another thing I really hate, my dad, he never lets me ask any questions. He just tells me "no" "no no no no, I said No, that's why you can't go." Where is the justice in that? I'm asking a question so I can get an answer not a simple response that you've been repeating for the past twenty minutes, I wouldn't even need to ask you if I wanted to know what you thought if that is all you are going to say. Maybe I shouldn't bother asking anything anymore, why bother talking when you know the response is going to be every single time? And I always ask him why he says "no" and he never tells me why, neither of them do. They just say they dont like it and that I can't. I think I should be the judge of that. I think it's about time they let me offically run free, I practically am already, this control is all an illusion... mostly to their enjoyment, but I can't wait to rip right through that idea and openly be myself. No more masks and lies, its so trivial, so foolish and so obnoxious.
Sure it's very upsetting that I can't attend that show, it looks like a good one, Monday april 3, She Wants Revenge at the Avalon in Boston, Massachusetts, wish I could be there in the crowd enjoying some freedom from this school night crap I've dealt with for as long as I can remember.