hmmm hmmm

[shuping]

I screwed up my birthday dinner with my best friends (Mel, Shawn, Jerome, Xuhui, Dul and Fanny). They tried to make it good but I just went emo and destroyed everybody's mood. I don't know what came over me but my mood just went down the pits seeing them jesting and laughing. Just wanted to break away. They were celebrating my birthday but it was the last place I wanted to be (the people, not literally the place.) Even Dul came down for a rare appearance. I haven't seen him for ages but I couldn't even talk to him. I am regretting terribly now. What a horrible beginning of a 21 year old's life.

I feel like shit.



My best friends.
Jerome, Shawn, Daniel
Nini, Fanny, Me, Xuhui

Taken from the chalet. Not the actual birthday.