Well I don't know

[shupe_a_loop]

So...I feel sort of bad, because Lindsay keeps on saying I don't talk to her at all. But sometimes all I want to do is listen to people instead of talking. And in the mornings, I am way to tired to have conversations. I just space out, and then she thinks I am ignoring her. But I'm really not trying to. Plus right now is not the best time. I'm stressed because pom tryouts are coming up, and I just get sick thinking about it. I'm so scared and I don't think anyone knows. But besides that I have just been thinking about a lot of stuff. I can't find anything good in life anymore, nothing excites me, and I'm really negative all the time. I don't think it's depression...I just think it's reality...which in itself sounds really negative.
But on a better note.
I had a lot of fun last night at Laurens. It was a good time making jello and eggs for those little boys. haha...well things should get better I can tell you that.
mucho love,
alicia