Babies have made me insane
Not completely sure what I was thinking when I decided to spawn again, but here we are and this is where we will stay. I'm sure things will be better once the infant is no longer an infant and Gabe no longer goes off reservation every time I'm feeding her and can't easily get to him. It's like he luls me into a false sense of security by being good all day.. then bam.. evil baby awakens.. even now he is acting like the past few hours never happened in the first place.. but he can't fool me.. it's time to start locking the bedroom door.. before evil baby gets you in your sleep.
So maternity leave would be a whole lot better if I felt A) better and B) didn't have tons of stuff to get finished.
In other news I'm trying not to think about hetros leaving for California, sure it's a great opportunity for sure but I'm going to be a sad sad Hun.. the horde will feel almost un-horde like and I might even become despondent for a time; but to be fair, I did go off to Tallahasse for two years and move to Atlanta for a short time, and keep trying to find ways out of this town. But it's still hard to wrap my head around that Hetro will no longer be at work or around and such... I've been a spoiled little brat getting to have my BFF work at the same place I work at and for the most part getting to talk to her everyday. I know there are phones and skype.. and I'll make her use skype ohh yes I will.. but it's not the same even if we have been in essence having the same fucking conversation sine 1993.. honestly that is a rather long time.. but we never seem to get tired of it.. Hmm wonder if that is because we haven't figured it out yet or are still amazed that it really is the way it is.Hopefully her new job will rock or lead to rock'in things but I still reserve my right to pine and whine about her not being around no more. Maybe I'll do the ultimate SWF move and make Bert look for jobs in Cally just to get closer..... None understand our love.. or is it just my lurve... but all I knows it your all just jealous.. ;).
Anyways with all the changes that just happened this will just be one more to figure out how to adapt too. Besides honestly it's not like PC is the most amazing place that there ever was and even if we end up going east coast still easier to get a flight from NY to LA then from here.
So in closing, had another baby, best bud is escaping and everything else remains pretty much the same.
So maternity leave would be a whole lot better if I felt A) better and B) didn't have tons of stuff to get finished.
In other news I'm trying not to think about hetros leaving for California, sure it's a great opportunity for sure but I'm going to be a sad sad Hun.. the horde will feel almost un-horde like and I might even become despondent for a time; but to be fair, I did go off to Tallahasse for two years and move to Atlanta for a short time, and keep trying to find ways out of this town. But it's still hard to wrap my head around that Hetro will no longer be at work or around and such... I've been a spoiled little brat getting to have my BFF work at the same place I work at and for the most part getting to talk to her everyday. I know there are phones and skype.. and I'll make her use skype ohh yes I will.. but it's not the same even if we have been in essence having the same fucking conversation sine 1993.. honestly that is a rather long time.. but we never seem to get tired of it.. Hmm wonder if that is because we haven't figured it out yet or are still amazed that it really is the way it is.Hopefully her new job will rock or lead to rock'in things but I still reserve my right to pine and whine about her not being around no more. Maybe I'll do the ultimate SWF move and make Bert look for jobs in Cally just to get closer..... None understand our love.. or is it just my lurve... but all I knows it your all just jealous.. ;).
Anyways with all the changes that just happened this will just be one more to figure out how to adapt too. Besides honestly it's not like PC is the most amazing place that there ever was and even if we end up going east coast still easier to get a flight from NY to LA then from here.
So in closing, had another baby, best bud is escaping and everything else remains pretty much the same.