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This feeling is just like before! Just like when things started getting really bad back home. Then they got worse and it took a while for me to pick myself back up. I feel like I'm completely losing it. Totally losing it. I'm worried all the time, I don't know when the next friend is suddenly going to die. Or be attacked. Or get hurt in any way!
I don't know what I'm trying to say here. Well...type I guess. I don't think it's coming across right, but uh...I kinda have this huge lump in my throat, so uh...yeah.
This isn't Gaia! There's no ShinRa! We don't work for them! There's no SOLDIER! So why the hell are we still acting like we are? Has it helped any? Apart from kill a few zombies? Why are their orders being barked out? Guys, you are not Generals anymore! So stop acting like it. All of you! I'm not here to listen to you bark orders, or hear you bark orders at others!
Loosen the fuck up! Stop being so damn military. People are dying, we've all lost someone we know. Be considerate and respect how people might be feeling. It's not just us that are here.
Jan? Please tell me you're okay. I haven't heard from you, or seen you since before this mess started. I hope you're okay, I really do.
I don't know what I'm trying to say here. Well...type I guess. I don't think it's coming across right, but uh...I kinda have this huge lump in my throat, so uh...yeah.
This isn't Gaia! There's no ShinRa! We don't work for them! There's no SOLDIER! So why the hell are we still acting like we are? Has it helped any? Apart from kill a few zombies? Why are their orders being barked out? Guys, you are not Generals anymore! So stop acting like it. All of you! I'm not here to listen to you bark orders, or hear you bark orders at others!
Loosen the fuck up! Stop being so damn military. People are dying, we've all lost someone we know. Be considerate and respect how people might be feeling. It's not just us that are here.
Jan? Please tell me you're okay. I haven't heard from you, or seen you since before this mess started. I hope you're okay, I really do.