To Chibi_Anzo
Let's clarify something, because you seem to be failing to acknowledge something.
You got upset at me for not liking Inu Yasha manga that you gave me as a gift, which you paid for because you wanted it, and then decided you didn't want anymore and decided to pawn it off on me. When you went on your trip, you asked me if I liked it. I told you I wanted to wait til after your trip. But you kept nagging at me to tell you about how I felt about it. And when I told you I did not like it. You decided that I had ruined your trip, and told people that I ruined your trip. Which I had the honor of getting bitch at by Brianna about it. Because according to you I ruined your trip because of I gift that I didn't like that you were pawning off on me in the first place to clear space in your room. The justification I was given on why I should of liked said gift was because you spent a lot of money on the books. Books that YOU wanted for YOURSELF when you had purchased them.
Even when I had apologized for not liking the gift, you decided it was better to make me seem like a precocious asshole and make a journal about it on your live journal. Where you made yourself to be a victim and me the horrible terrible person who had something far more worse than what actually happened. Then also proceeded to get upset at me when I defended myself against your friends who decided to talk total utter shit about the situation. Even though I was giving the ACTUAL story. Not the bullshit you had posted at the time.
You had claimed to of been sorry. But decided to rub this fact into my face on multiple occasions. And ensuring that I was aware that you thought my honesty on the matter was not appreciated by you. Even though I had apologized. You then decided to tell me how I was not a fun person because I would not pay for you to hang out with me when I asked. And even then you hardly hung out with me to being with. But the fact that that hurt MY feelings was not something that you cared to think about. Even though I gave you my reasons for why I did not take you out each and every time I wanted to hang out when you actually would hang out with me.
But ever still, you decided holding against me the fact that I did not like the one gift, honestly stated so, and even apologized to you about MORE THAN ONCE, was much more of a priority for you. Rather than the fact that I was honest about it and RETURNED it to you.
There was no WE. At the start of this. It was YOU who decided I was a horrible terrible person for not liking the gift. YOU who decided I was some horrible terrible person for being honest about it. YOU who had people treat me like the horrible terrible person you drew me to be to people who did not know me. YOU who kept rubbing it in my face no matter how much I apologize. YOU who claimed things were okay when it never really was. YOU who lied to me about it being okay, then later telling me the issue was never really resolved. When in fact it was only never resolved for YOU. YOU who decided treating me like shit was more important near the end. And YOU ensuring that YOU had an army of support while you played victim, while taking advantage of the fact that I had none.
YOU also decided it was NOT okay for me to have opinions. Specifically on children. Even though I supported you having a child in the first place. Because let me tell you, many people I know hate children. And they are okay with my opinions on that matter. And appreciated my honesty. Oh wait, I forgot. You don't like honestly. Sorry. Oh wait, you don't like apologies either.
So how do you expect ME to BELIEVE YOU, when you say you're happy for me? You took plenty of time to ensure I felt like total utter shit over a very minor issue. Are you really wishing me well? Or hoping I'll fall in a ditch and die like the jackass has wished to happen to me and verbally told me as such in front of other people.
I may have said things that weren't appreciated. But I never meant to hurt anyone. You on the other hand. CAN NOT DENY, that you went out of your way to ensure I was hurt. People other than us saw it and know about it.
So i'll just get down to the point since you're doing as you always have done and seem to continually be keep track of me as you do with other people. Was is it you are expecting? And what do you want?
And for the record. I would of sent this to you privately. But you cowardly ensured that I could not do so. So you can just deal with my response to your message being posted on here.
You got upset at me for not liking Inu Yasha manga that you gave me as a gift, which you paid for because you wanted it, and then decided you didn't want anymore and decided to pawn it off on me. When you went on your trip, you asked me if I liked it. I told you I wanted to wait til after your trip. But you kept nagging at me to tell you about how I felt about it. And when I told you I did not like it. You decided that I had ruined your trip, and told people that I ruined your trip. Which I had the honor of getting bitch at by Brianna about it. Because according to you I ruined your trip because of I gift that I didn't like that you were pawning off on me in the first place to clear space in your room. The justification I was given on why I should of liked said gift was because you spent a lot of money on the books. Books that YOU wanted for YOURSELF when you had purchased them.
Even when I had apologized for not liking the gift, you decided it was better to make me seem like a precocious asshole and make a journal about it on your live journal. Where you made yourself to be a victim and me the horrible terrible person who had something far more worse than what actually happened. Then also proceeded to get upset at me when I defended myself against your friends who decided to talk total utter shit about the situation. Even though I was giving the ACTUAL story. Not the bullshit you had posted at the time.
You had claimed to of been sorry. But decided to rub this fact into my face on multiple occasions. And ensuring that I was aware that you thought my honesty on the matter was not appreciated by you. Even though I had apologized. You then decided to tell me how I was not a fun person because I would not pay for you to hang out with me when I asked. And even then you hardly hung out with me to being with. But the fact that that hurt MY feelings was not something that you cared to think about. Even though I gave you my reasons for why I did not take you out each and every time I wanted to hang out when you actually would hang out with me.
But ever still, you decided holding against me the fact that I did not like the one gift, honestly stated so, and even apologized to you about MORE THAN ONCE, was much more of a priority for you. Rather than the fact that I was honest about it and RETURNED it to you.
There was no WE. At the start of this. It was YOU who decided I was a horrible terrible person for not liking the gift. YOU who decided I was some horrible terrible person for being honest about it. YOU who had people treat me like the horrible terrible person you drew me to be to people who did not know me. YOU who kept rubbing it in my face no matter how much I apologize. YOU who claimed things were okay when it never really was. YOU who lied to me about it being okay, then later telling me the issue was never really resolved. When in fact it was only never resolved for YOU. YOU who decided treating me like shit was more important near the end. And YOU ensuring that YOU had an army of support while you played victim, while taking advantage of the fact that I had none.
YOU also decided it was NOT okay for me to have opinions. Specifically on children. Even though I supported you having a child in the first place. Because let me tell you, many people I know hate children. And they are okay with my opinions on that matter. And appreciated my honesty. Oh wait, I forgot. You don't like honestly. Sorry. Oh wait, you don't like apologies either.
So how do you expect ME to BELIEVE YOU, when you say you're happy for me? You took plenty of time to ensure I felt like total utter shit over a very minor issue. Are you really wishing me well? Or hoping I'll fall in a ditch and die like the jackass has wished to happen to me and verbally told me as such in front of other people.
I may have said things that weren't appreciated. But I never meant to hurt anyone. You on the other hand. CAN NOT DENY, that you went out of your way to ensure I was hurt. People other than us saw it and know about it.
So i'll just get down to the point since you're doing as you always have done and seem to continually be keep track of me as you do with other people. Was is it you are expecting? And what do you want?
And for the record. I would of sent this to you privately. But you cowardly ensured that I could not do so. So you can just deal with my response to your message being posted on here.