Been a while
Well, it's been a while since I've made an actual entry. I thought
about making one the other night, but I was too lazy to do so. So,
since I have some time, I'm doing it now. Things have been going pretty
well so far. I'm enjoying myself down here in NYC. But there is
something missing. I can't quite place my finger on it. It's kind of
odd, because that missing feeling follows me home. I know I miss Emily
a wholehelluvalot, but that's not the feeling. There are a number of
things this feeling could be. Perhaps it is the absence of a certain
kind of love. Now, the word "love" has many connotations which are as
diverse as the peoples of this Earth. The kind of "love" I'm thinking
about is that romantic love. It's a feeling that I haven't had in quite
some time and am still without now. I'm not sure, but I think I miss
that feeling. Being without it for so long, I don't know what it feels
like and wouldn't be able to tell you if it jumped up and bit me in the
arse. Well, I guess I didn't have as much time as I thought I did. I
guess I'll continue this later.