Breakdown
Just a while...i wnet to campus to check on my cash..all dress up hoping that i could go out and all..and met her somewhere which i didnt plan yet...and have lunch with her, pizza maybe and give her the present which i didnt get yet...
but...when i was there...praying while type in my pin code, check the account..and found out..there is none...i fill conned...i suppose i should have got paid by the fella i work with....ermmm free lance desu...story board drawing..it suppose to be today, am i too early in checking the money or the money will only be here tomorow...that i do not know...one thing for sure i am desperately wanting to go out there and make her happy
but i guess...like she said "you didnt give me the attention i needed"...i am a sucky man i guess..im so no happy...in my case now...i should say that money can actually buy my happiness and someone elses...because without it...you are just one hopeless dude, at least to the eye of the society...
im just hopeless...and i think my existent in this world only brings kesusahan to peoples around me