Family
Thanksgiving.
Yeah, I know, I haven't been keeping up. It's hard when I don't have a computer and have to hide out in the basement of BBC or steal Serena's wireless enabled laptop to update this thing. Besides, NOthing interesting is going on in my life anyway. I am still hopelessly infatuated with a younger guy, procrastinating to no end on this whole Senor Esse thing, and sleeping in all of the classes that I don't sleep through. I'm broke too. Which is no new thing, but is taking on ominous significance, as it slowly starts to dawn on me that when they close the dorms in may I will have no where to go if I can't manage to save up a couple of months worth of rent money before then. I know it seems early to stress over it, but I'm at home this week, and they've been hammering in the whole "we don't want you back" thing. God, I can't even tell you how badly I want to talk to someone who isn't a direct relation. Even a second cousin would be a welcome relief. Hell, around here, they don't even consider that related.
I'm dying to be back at school. I need to have my nice, normal friends, my cozy room, and the ability to step outside and have a damn cigarette. These people make me crazy.
One more day...
Yeah, I know, I haven't been keeping up. It's hard when I don't have a computer and have to hide out in the basement of BBC or steal Serena's wireless enabled laptop to update this thing. Besides, NOthing interesting is going on in my life anyway. I am still hopelessly infatuated with a younger guy, procrastinating to no end on this whole Senor Esse thing, and sleeping in all of the classes that I don't sleep through. I'm broke too. Which is no new thing, but is taking on ominous significance, as it slowly starts to dawn on me that when they close the dorms in may I will have no where to go if I can't manage to save up a couple of months worth of rent money before then. I know it seems early to stress over it, but I'm at home this week, and they've been hammering in the whole "we don't want you back" thing. God, I can't even tell you how badly I want to talk to someone who isn't a direct relation. Even a second cousin would be a welcome relief. Hell, around here, they don't even consider that related.
I'm dying to be back at school. I need to have my nice, normal friends, my cozy room, and the ability to step outside and have a damn cigarette. These people make me crazy.
One more day...