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I think I've had enough of perpetually PMSing [illegible] moping about this place, considering it's not going to change anything. All any of us can do is make the best of things while we're here, so I'll do that. Like browsing the wonderful selection of goods at the bazaar! [crossed out but readable]
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Who the hell am I kidding? Even if I am tired of moping, I'm still ... uneasy. I should have handled it differently though. I really shouldn't have let the others see how much I was disturbed by being here. I should have pretended that nothing was wrong. But it's hard to not let how much this place bothers me affect me. The nightmares ... have been getting worse. What the hell is a person to do when they have such dreams? Sing a merry song? In any case, I'm going to go on as if I was never affected by anything. Time to put on a happy face and turn that frown upside down, even if I don't really feel like it.
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Who the hell am I kidding? Even if I am tired of moping, I'm still ... uneasy. I should have handled it differently though. I really shouldn't have let the others see how much I was disturbed by being here. I should have pretended that nothing was wrong. But it's hard to not let how much this place bothers me affect me. The nightmares ... have been getting worse. What the hell is a person to do when they have such dreams? Sing a merry song? In any case, I'm going to go on as if I was never affected by anything. Time to put on a happy face and turn that frown upside down, even if I don't really feel like it.