もう。。。疲れた。。。
Why must you say such things to me now?
Why those words?
Why now?
Why?
It's not that they no longer have an effect on me. Because they do.
Very much so.
But my heart's already full.
Full of sadness, betrayal, and hurt. It's so scarred that, other than the feeling of pain, it's now insensitive to feel or acknowledge anything else.
Why do you choose to hurt me this way? Why do say such things to me now?
Do you know that it's nearly two years too late?
What I would have given to hear those words two years ago?
All of my life?
Why those words?
Why now?
Why?
It's not that they no longer have an effect on me. Because they do.
Very much so.
But my heart's already full.
Full of sadness, betrayal, and hurt. It's so scarred that, other than the feeling of pain, it's now insensitive to feel or acknowledge anything else.
Why do you choose to hurt me this way? Why do say such things to me now?
Do you know that it's nearly two years too late?
What I would have given to hear those words two years ago?
All of my life?