You Can Call Me Boy Crazy All You Want But My Heart Belongs To Him

[shuichi_eiri]

So.... I like this guy...who just happens to be my best friend, who just happens to be going out with my other best friend. -_- You know I have to stop falling for my best friends.... I always get hurt one way or another. So anyway the other day I found out she broke up with him..... How did I take it you may ask? Well I was happy, extremely happy.... but I feel like its my fault somehow...like if I wouldnt have told her something she wouldnt have broken up with him... but she told me she wasnt mad over it. I really dont know whats going on.... I want to tell him badly that I like him..... but thats where I fall. I dont have the strength to do it.... to even come close or even give a hint. If I do tell him...... and what happened last time with me liking my other best friend then Id die. The result of tell my best friend : Him being all weird around me, not talking to me as much, No more jokes between us, no more endless talks on-line *sigh* Where do I go wrong? I know I know.... Im being stupid about this.

Oh yeah Annie,Brian, & Ivan I will have those pics on here a.s.a.p k? Love you guys :) Thanks again for Saturday night. I needed it.

<33 Lissy