May 20, 2005 11:51
Today is Ivan,Evan,Annie,Brian,Tyler,Rachel,Christina,Sal,ect.'s Graduation. I remember when I was 6 everything was so easy, My brothers were always with me holding my hand so I wouldn't fall. Now there slipping away from me everyday that passes. I barly ever see them. Call me selfish but I love them so much and I dont know how I will take it when they move out. Sure they call me annoying because I always want to be with them but what they don't know is that I want to spend every moment with them before they leave. I want to charish every moment we spend together for one last time. I never thought I'd see the day where my older brothers, my hero's who would lift me up in everyway imaginable, would leave. I know this is cheesy but I really will miss them. I think I know why I get mad at them. There never with me anymore....I just miss them so much that I think of things without even trying to get them to stay home. I'm sorry guys i never ment to be a pain especially on your Senior year. If I could go back and take everything I did to hurt you guys or get you in trouble I would. Know that I always have and I will ALWAYS Love you guys! ^__^
Monday - Wednesday will be non-stop crying for me. The last 3 days I will be able to ever see my friends. It probably sounds like I'm cry baby. But I'm really not. My mom tells me I'm strong and I can get through anything. I think I'm going to take A LOT of pictures. I might even buy a thumbtack board or how ever you call it and put my pictures on there. No actually in a photo album.Sorry this post started out sad and that it was really long. I always say I'm going to update something small but it always ends up abou this long. ^^;
CONGRADULATIONS SENIORS!!!!^_______^