I don't want to feel this way
Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
That has become one of my favorite songs. Today started out okay then it just got worse as it went along. One of my friends got sexually harassed. This kid she didn't came up to her right after she went to the bathroom and touched her all over the place she was punching him but he kept on doing it. She was just so tiny and he was bigger then her and she couldnt get him to get her unpinned to the wall. I felt so bad for her.
6th period was the worst part of all. For no reason this kid sitting in front of me, turns around and says " Your ugly", I swear I thought all of that was done and over with that no one would even says that to my anymore. I guess I was wrong. I started silently crying during class the whole time, on the bus, and when I got home. If that wasn't enough he started calling me fat and saying so many mean things to me I swear I wanted to burst. I don't want my mom to find out I've been crying again cause then she'll freak out. Everything that everyone has ever called me came flooding back to me and I lost control. I couldn't stop crying just think maybe all those things were true. Now I know I can't wait to get out of there. I'd rather move to another country & learn a new language, then go through all of that again. I think I'm going ot Ivan and Evans chorus concert.
Goodbye everyone <33 Lissette