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May 09, 2005 21:12

I have to clean my room and do an essay. I don't think I'm getting to the essay part.
Lately I've noticed that even if I want to improve my homework habits....it never works, something always comes up and I never get to it. I want to get everything done to get these teachers off my back but there's just not enough hours in the day.

Today was okay..I guess. My love,Brooke, bought me a Patrick balloon today....and it said " To my delicate buttercup!! I love you! <3 Brooke" I thought it was sweet of her to think of me. The only thing I didn't like was the fact that no one respects anyones stuff. I had about 20 people hitting Patrick all day. I even had some strange people lick him (4). It was bizarre. I often try not to think very much of what ignorant people tell me but most of the time it gets to me. It doesn't really help any when my cousin knows how insecure I am about myself & he goes and pokes my stomach anyway. I hate it so much. People have always told me I was a weird, quite, yet sweet person but the only reason they find me weird is because I have an obsession with Japan,Gackt,Japanese men,Japanese bands,Canada,Bands,Boys,Degrassi,ect. I think the only reason they find me quite is because I literally don't talk during my classes and it aggravates me so much when a teacher is talking and some idiot decides to talk as well. I mean seriously...if your teacher is talking about how to do a HUGE project you have to turn in, in like 2 weeks wouldn't you want to listen so you can do your best? Well anyway...People always tell me your so nice, your so sweet, not just anyone would do that for someone they don't know. I don't know why I do so many nice things...I guess it's cause my mother always thought me to be nice.I'm seriously sick of having people step all over me & I know I've typed this in previous updates. People just have a tendency of aggravate me. So...yeah anyway...I had to stay after school today for Band practice....people there made me really mad too...they kept hitting my balloon damn it >.<. On a positive note....I saw Sam this morning! XD He just kinda waved at me...that was the best part of my day..except for the balloon I got. OH & I saw Sal yesterday!!! ^___^ I havn't seen him in a long time.

P.S - I'm listening to Goodbye To You by Michelle Branch...I don't know why..I just herd it on Buffy The Vampire Slayer once and thought it was a perfect song....for saying bye to someone....yet sad. *(Has no idea why she just typed that in)*

So Long and Good Night...as the lead singer of My Chemical Romance would say in Helena
<333 Lissette
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