Happy Vernal Equinox!
Tueesssdayyy?
I only went to one class on Tuesday. I felt like shit when I woke up Tuesday morning, and my second class was cancelled. I didn't want to get to school at 7:20 for one class, and then wait an hour and a half just to get to my next class (I don't know how I did that every day last semester). So I only went to my lab.
Rich didn't have to work that day so after I got off work, he told me to go over to Joey's house to hang out for a little bit. I had a ritual to write, so when I got over there I went straight to the huge backyard and began writing. It was so beautiful outside. It was chilly, with a slight wind. It felt so good for some reason to just sit outside by myself (Rich and Joey were playing a video game).
After I was finished and Rich was done playing his games, we went and got Silver Mine's subs (best fucking subs in the WORLD) and brocolli&cheese soup. I'm addicted to that shit. MMM I want some right now, thinking about it.
So we got to Rich's house and we watched the Suns game (and they won, yayyy). We had some "fun time" during the game, however. The first time was great and I "O"ed and everything, but like 45 minutes later we were messing around and picking on each other and somehow it led to sex. And it was amazing, but I didn't, you know, orgasm. And for some reason, I got sooo cranky about it, and it made Rich really mad because he already felt terrible that I didn't go. So we got into a pretty hefty fight, all because I was being stupid. I felt so angry though, I don't know why.
So we weren't talking as he was driving us back to Joey's house. Originally, we were going to hang out there after the game, but I had made Rich so mad that he was just going to drop me off and go back home. Halfway there, I said that we really needed to talk about this. He relayed his frustration to me, that I really laid a blow on his ego and pride. I apologized to him for being so insensitive and all of that.
We ended up still hanging out at Joey's. Rich, Joey and I played darts in the garage while Johnny played video games. Joey beat my ASS in darts, it was embarrassing! And he beat Rich twice. It was so much fun though, just hanging out. Rich skateboarded a bit while Joey and I played. I've never seen Rich on a skateboard, but it was fucking hot. He could do all those tricks and flips and shit... so awesome!
After we were bored of darts, we went back inside to watch Johnny play a basketball video game. After he lost, he asked me if I wanted to smoke. Of course my answer was yes!
"What, you didn't quit with Rich?" He asked. Rich didn't really quit, he only did for a couple weeks because his throat has been bugging him.
"Fuck no!" I responded.
"Sweet, lets go out back." So he loaded up the bong he bought from Rich and we went out back and smoked the whooole bowl between us (it was a fatass bowl, too). I was in suchhh I good mood after that. Joey came outside and they smoked cigarettes, so I went back in and danced around Rich (who was now playing the basketball video game). I fell asleep an hour later lol
Yesssterdayyy
I had the worst task to do for Wendy at Spectrum. I had to cut out 350 sailboats. THREE HUNDRED AND FIFTY FUCKING SAILBOATS. It sucked balls.
Work wasn't mentionable.
After work, Brittni came over and we hung out for awhile. She was mostly there to interview me for her paper (about wicca and their spring celebrations). But it was super cool to see her and we talked for a long time. She made me cookies, too! Yummm.
She left about 9, and I fell asleep. While I was sleep (at 9:30) I guess I got a phone call. I don't remember answering the phone, but I remember talking to Rich. I'm sure I sounded really groggy, so he told me that he'd call me back a bit later.
I fell right back asleep. At 10:10, I guess I answered the phone again. It was Rich again. I don't remember much of the conversation (well, he was the only one talking) except, "I was sooo sad that we didn't hang out today, but I thought you were mad at me."
"I love you so much, Lauren. You don't even understand how deeply in love with you I am."
"I miss you, I want to see you."
I called him this morning to ask what that was about, and apparenly he had drunk dialed me hahaha. He's so cute! You have to understand that he doesn't tell me vry often how he feels about me and he never shows any affectionate side (unless he's drunk), I don't mind it at all. I just love it when he does tell me those sorts of things.
Today really isn't worth mentioning, except that it POURED all day! And I lovvved it; all the lightening and thunder and the sheets of water coming down.
I only went to one class on Tuesday. I felt like shit when I woke up Tuesday morning, and my second class was cancelled. I didn't want to get to school at 7:20 for one class, and then wait an hour and a half just to get to my next class (I don't know how I did that every day last semester). So I only went to my lab.
Rich didn't have to work that day so after I got off work, he told me to go over to Joey's house to hang out for a little bit. I had a ritual to write, so when I got over there I went straight to the huge backyard and began writing. It was so beautiful outside. It was chilly, with a slight wind. It felt so good for some reason to just sit outside by myself (Rich and Joey were playing a video game).
After I was finished and Rich was done playing his games, we went and got Silver Mine's subs (best fucking subs in the WORLD) and brocolli&cheese soup. I'm addicted to that shit. MMM I want some right now, thinking about it.
So we got to Rich's house and we watched the Suns game (and they won, yayyy). We had some "fun time" during the game, however. The first time was great and I "O"ed and everything, but like 45 minutes later we were messing around and picking on each other and somehow it led to sex. And it was amazing, but I didn't, you know, orgasm. And for some reason, I got sooo cranky about it, and it made Rich really mad because he already felt terrible that I didn't go. So we got into a pretty hefty fight, all because I was being stupid. I felt so angry though, I don't know why.
So we weren't talking as he was driving us back to Joey's house. Originally, we were going to hang out there after the game, but I had made Rich so mad that he was just going to drop me off and go back home. Halfway there, I said that we really needed to talk about this. He relayed his frustration to me, that I really laid a blow on his ego and pride. I apologized to him for being so insensitive and all of that.
We ended up still hanging out at Joey's. Rich, Joey and I played darts in the garage while Johnny played video games. Joey beat my ASS in darts, it was embarrassing! And he beat Rich twice. It was so much fun though, just hanging out. Rich skateboarded a bit while Joey and I played. I've never seen Rich on a skateboard, but it was fucking hot. He could do all those tricks and flips and shit... so awesome!
After we were bored of darts, we went back inside to watch Johnny play a basketball video game. After he lost, he asked me if I wanted to smoke. Of course my answer was yes!
"What, you didn't quit with Rich?" He asked. Rich didn't really quit, he only did for a couple weeks because his throat has been bugging him.
"Fuck no!" I responded.
"Sweet, lets go out back." So he loaded up the bong he bought from Rich and we went out back and smoked the whooole bowl between us (it was a fatass bowl, too). I was in suchhh I good mood after that. Joey came outside and they smoked cigarettes, so I went back in and danced around Rich (who was now playing the basketball video game). I fell asleep an hour later lol
Yesssterdayyy
I had the worst task to do for Wendy at Spectrum. I had to cut out 350 sailboats. THREE HUNDRED AND FIFTY FUCKING SAILBOATS. It sucked balls.
Work wasn't mentionable.
After work, Brittni came over and we hung out for awhile. She was mostly there to interview me for her paper (about wicca and their spring celebrations). But it was super cool to see her and we talked for a long time. She made me cookies, too! Yummm.
She left about 9, and I fell asleep. While I was sleep (at 9:30) I guess I got a phone call. I don't remember answering the phone, but I remember talking to Rich. I'm sure I sounded really groggy, so he told me that he'd call me back a bit later.
I fell right back asleep. At 10:10, I guess I answered the phone again. It was Rich again. I don't remember much of the conversation (well, he was the only one talking) except, "I was sooo sad that we didn't hang out today, but I thought you were mad at me."
"I love you so much, Lauren. You don't even understand how deeply in love with you I am."
"I miss you, I want to see you."
I called him this morning to ask what that was about, and apparenly he had drunk dialed me hahaha. He's so cute! You have to understand that he doesn't tell me vry often how he feels about me and he never shows any affectionate side (unless he's drunk), I don't mind it at all. I just love it when he does tell me those sorts of things.
Today really isn't worth mentioning, except that it POURED all day! And I lovvved it; all the lightening and thunder and the sheets of water coming down.