[personal] Going downhill.
My 2-week holiday has actually started after all that busy work, but I'm just in no mood to do anything right now, be it doing things that I enjoy or even doing any other sort of work.
I've always lived an independent lifestyle and I don't need anybody around for emotional support, but just these days, I find myself scurrying off to my grandmother's house just because I don't want to stay at home alone. I just-- need someone around to keep my sanity at bay.
I just don't know what else I'm doing, I'm probably ruining myself but I don't wish to dwell over this guilt for too long.
As of now, I'd just make a post of the shit I was doing during these few weeks.
Oh, and the KHR chapter in mandarin, the 1827 hint pisses me off so much for some reasons that I still can't put my finger down on.
Yan and I were drawing each other. We always have friendly-fires-rivalry sort of thing;
she's known as The Ace in class so she's prolly the only person that has kept me interested all these while.
This "yaoi" pairing challenge thing (I hate the terms that they use) that I was doing with Yan, Angela & Rebecca in school.
Apparently they came out drawing intimate scenes while I'm-- just being conservative here.
Ignore the horrible background that I was too lazy to put any effort into.
Here's a gift for eatingthepie . And I'm terribly afraid that this is the first time I'm drawing Xanxus (second time for Squalo) so I couldn't get his eyes and facial structure and skin colour and whatever else that's wrong about him right, so let me off the hook this time and I'd do a better piece for you in the future. Oh, and the outfit's messed up too, I couldn't get a proper reference between the current and the tyl! outfits, so it's sort of like a mash up between both outfits. The VARIA are constantly being hipster anyway and changing their clothes oh-so-often, so.
I'm trying to catch up with a few other titles such as Psychic Detective Yakumo (AMATOU THE GODDESS), Vampire Knight, Brave 10, Kuroshitsuji and Shippuden the anime, and I wish to start Bleach, Fairy Tail and FMA soon. But I doubt I'd even have the time to do these. I'm actually pretty content and comfortable with the fandoms I'm currently in, and more titles = temptation = more money that's going to be spent.
I've started reading a new korean manga though, The Breaker. Hilarious shit with gore: My type. I always have these gangster story inclinations.