your name, in parenthesis. <3
alright
so he called me last night.
outta nowhere.
8 missed calls- his was the only one i woke up to.
it's like that.
i liked his truck.
it's big & white.
a red & a blue air freshner. how ironic to have both.
some beers in the back, a black & white burton coat.
some oldie cds, & some damned good mixes in his cd case. some weren't put in their pouches- sometimes he gets lazy. jam time
a pin with a little sunsine smiley face attached right on the sun visor on his side.. that was prolly my favorite.
some broken aviators. aviator time
3 boxes of 3 different kinds of condoms- one empty. [the yellow one] sex time
a pencil. school time
7 dollars.
6 miles, no- 4 miles left on the gas tank... he didn't give a fuck today.
a job in the basement for $20 an hour.
recent calls. random calls.
boobs on the backgroud. "hitt thatt shitt"
that's my (alex). so different, yet so much the same.
i had missed him.
October 26th was too long ago.
since that was the last time him & i had hung out.
that day was stored in his phone.
so was today. " : ) "
that's all it said. short & simple.
but just enough to get me by.
but i think the same goes for him.
he's going away for college.
he's doing amazing in school.
he misses canada- when doesn't he?
he doesn't like the makeup i wear now
or my lipring.
he rememnered my pajamma pants
... & taking them off once or twice before.
& when "rock the boat" by alliah came on the radio
with our notorious boat right in front of us on my driveway filled with memories
i think we both got quite the kick outta that.
came inside around 6ish this morning
listened to straylight run for the second time last night.
cried for the frist, & passed the fuck out.
... today should be interesting.
happy friday, all.
♥