May 02, 2005 22:26
today was sweet as sin.
ciara drove me home like a doll.
she also picked me up for school this mroning.
it's always nice to wake up that early in the morning & see her beautiful face =D
school was alright. nothing special.
came home right after school & got online.
talked for like 5 minutes & then Britt & Katie came & got me.
We went back to Katie's house where Kenny, Pam, Tommy, Ryan, Cory, Chris & all those kids met up with us.
we all just chilled there. That was nice cuz I was starting to miss those kids.
Went over to Kyle Belpasso's house & got to see Nick, Matt, & Billy.
My little wiggers.
Sat in Cory's car with Crhis & Ryan & talked for a bit.
gosh I love all those kids so much. they're awesome.
Then us girls drove around a bit & I came home.
Got online again & found out that Katie couldn't play with me =(
Made me sad.
So mom & I went to get my phone fixed.
ahhhh! nextel makes me mad sometimes for surre.
i have to get this piece of shit replacement phone for 2 weeks or so.
theni get to swap my phone for a new one.
so yeahhhh
went to target & got some lights for the new Gazebo thingy my mom got for the backyard.
ahhh- that reminds me of someone =|
Then I came home & got my homework done.
Worked on that shit for an hour- I'm pretty damned proud about that.
Then Kris & Justin stopped by to see me cuz Kris has a tendancy to steal ks dad's car everynight.
lol, I find that pretty damned funny.
But I was happy to see them cuz I seriously missed Justin all day.
Just wanted to see his fuck ass.
Even though he's so mean now.
& I even gave them my Pina Colata gum that mommy bought me today at Target & some candy & juice boxes cuz they're gunna get arrested today.
Justin's gunna call when he gets home so that I know he's safe.
hmmm
this weekend will be fun as fuckkkkk.
i need to get my fucking license.
i get soo pissed when i think about how long ago i should have gotten it
but my mom's such a fucking bitch
now katie's getting hers on Thursday.
I'm so excited for her, but it just makes me even more mad that I don't have mine.
ukkkhhh.
I am content.
Not sad anymore.
Not mad anymore.
Not hurting anymore.
well, not really.
I'm alright.
Good to go.
Ready to move on.
Not scared of love.
No need to be.
That wasn't even love.
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
& there's no such thing as second chances.
good life lessons learned from all of this.
pictures from when katie & I played are coming up soon.
maybe even tonight if I'm up to it.
maddd lovveee for my w. bloomfield girls.
lily, sarah, vicky, & shelly.
you're all beautiful.
everyone needs to get along so that we can al play together this weekend =D
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