I want to fly away...
" i want to get away, i wanna fly awaayyyyyyyy....."
This is really sweet: " thankyou sweetie for being u, thats the best thing i have eva seen. u truly are a gift from god chi chi" It would even b sweeter if i were positive he meant it 4 real. see thats the thing with me. any normal girl would b like: awww he is soo sweet. but im all like: hmm whats he really trying to do? i have become soo skeptical about dudes. its crazy. o well. its sweet but im still not believing that hes being 4 real. i guess im strange... 4 real. like i just cannot have myself believe that a dude is actually feelin me for real. i just dont know but thats 4 real. i dont know if i should blame it all on jay but i do. i mean..... i think he is like 80 percent of the reason i stopped trusting dudes.
Well.... i have to say this: I HATE HIGH SCHOOL. wow so its 1:11am and im sitting up working on my english final for tommorow morning. im writting an essay to give a 3 min presentation on schools and morality and it makes me mad cuz i just hate high school. i mean, i am living in a tiny little box in high school. its sooo terrible. I mean, the school system decides what they want us to know, and thats all they teach us. they only teach us their side. its terrible. they make it so we dont realize that there is soooo much more out ther. aaarrrgg it is really annoying. really annoying. but maybe its just inevitable.
i really miss jay. really really really really do. dang i wish...... i wanna talk to him i do.
- puts God first and is really spiritual. has a lot of fait
- Intelligent, can carry a conversation and knows things
- sweet and kind, know how to treat people right
- good sence of humor. doesnt take things too seriously
- laid back
" ... and it made me miss u, more tonite..."
i love the way he talks and is a pretty boy and loves his mama...... dang im trippin. i miss him a lot. i wanna talk to him. o well
hows it gonna be???
This is really sweet: " thankyou sweetie for being u, thats the best thing i have eva seen. u truly are a gift from god chi chi" It would even b sweeter if i were positive he meant it 4 real. see thats the thing with me. any normal girl would b like: awww he is soo sweet. but im all like: hmm whats he really trying to do? i have become soo skeptical about dudes. its crazy. o well. its sweet but im still not believing that hes being 4 real. i guess im strange... 4 real. like i just cannot have myself believe that a dude is actually feelin me for real. i just dont know but thats 4 real. i dont know if i should blame it all on jay but i do. i mean..... i think he is like 80 percent of the reason i stopped trusting dudes.
Well.... i have to say this: I HATE HIGH SCHOOL. wow so its 1:11am and im sitting up working on my english final for tommorow morning. im writting an essay to give a 3 min presentation on schools and morality and it makes me mad cuz i just hate high school. i mean, i am living in a tiny little box in high school. its sooo terrible. I mean, the school system decides what they want us to know, and thats all they teach us. they only teach us their side. its terrible. they make it so we dont realize that there is soooo much more out ther. aaarrrgg it is really annoying. really annoying. but maybe its just inevitable.
i really miss jay. really really really really do. dang i wish...... i wanna talk to him i do.
- puts God first and is really spiritual. has a lot of fait
- Intelligent, can carry a conversation and knows things
- sweet and kind, know how to treat people right
- good sence of humor. doesnt take things too seriously
- laid back
" ... and it made me miss u, more tonite..."
i love the way he talks and is a pretty boy and loves his mama...... dang im trippin. i miss him a lot. i wanna talk to him. o well
hows it gonna be???