um update? yay?

Sep 05, 2004 12:25

um I'm not sure why but I've felt out of place recently... not really at school cuz i hang out with the same people basically, just.... I'm not sure why i do. It's very odd like i don't feel like i fit in... or interest people for a conversation. So i just stay quiet and people think there is something wrong. It's not really something wrong, it's that i feel excluded either by my choice or by the others... or can't find any thing in common with the people talking... maybe i need to be hanging out with new groups of people... not to say i don't love my close friends ( you know who you are i love you guys!) I'm saying other people i just hang out with to hang out with cuz everyone else has plans and i don't.

Hey here's an idea maybe I'm just a loser and that's why everyone else does stuff except for me... well w/e.. i need to drive and i hate my parents for not letting me.. maybe i should just get a job and start doing things for myself since my parents don't want to be parents any more....

um i say now i hate school already... or maybe sjut hw... schoolhas been alright for 4 days...
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