Now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance...
You called to say you wanted out well I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out. Well thanks, thanks for waiting this long to show yourself, show yourself...Cause now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance...
I've been thinking a lot lately and it's funny how you're life can change so much in just a matter of months, weeks, and days. I was reading over all of my old journal entries and saw how much my life has change in less than 5 months, I was dating Darrell and was perfectly happy, then he broke up with me and I felt like my whole world came crashing down and I was miserable. Then a month of 2 later I started dating Shannon and was happy once again, then a blast from the past came and messed that up and I was miserable for 2 months trying to make a big decision. But now I found that I no longer have a decision to make because Shannon made that decision for me when I discovered his true side and found that he never really cared for me and he's the kind of guy that will date the first girl that comes to him and it doesn't matter if he even likes her or not. So now here I am out of all of this confusion and I am finally at peace with myself once again. But now I'm worried about what lies ahead for me and what's going to happen next, because my life has changed so much within this year and I can't help but wonder how it's going to change in the future, it's like every decision I make is going to have a huge impact on my life and I don't even realize it until it's too late. I'm just gonna have to sit back and enjoy life and it's surprises as they come, because in the words of Forrest Gump "Momma always said life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your gonna get." lol
So much beauty in life shining on the outside, empty on the inside. I get lost sometimes blinded by the flasing lights, distractions always in my eyes....
*I'm in Keyboarding right now and it's about time for the bell to ring so I'm just going to leave these lyrics on here.*
Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me,
It could be anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you.
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you...
I've been thinking a lot lately and it's funny how you're life can change so much in just a matter of months, weeks, and days. I was reading over all of my old journal entries and saw how much my life has change in less than 5 months, I was dating Darrell and was perfectly happy, then he broke up with me and I felt like my whole world came crashing down and I was miserable. Then a month of 2 later I started dating Shannon and was happy once again, then a blast from the past came and messed that up and I was miserable for 2 months trying to make a big decision. But now I found that I no longer have a decision to make because Shannon made that decision for me when I discovered his true side and found that he never really cared for me and he's the kind of guy that will date the first girl that comes to him and it doesn't matter if he even likes her or not. So now here I am out of all of this confusion and I am finally at peace with myself once again. But now I'm worried about what lies ahead for me and what's going to happen next, because my life has changed so much within this year and I can't help but wonder how it's going to change in the future, it's like every decision I make is going to have a huge impact on my life and I don't even realize it until it's too late. I'm just gonna have to sit back and enjoy life and it's surprises as they come, because in the words of Forrest Gump "Momma always said life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your gonna get." lol
So much beauty in life shining on the outside, empty on the inside. I get lost sometimes blinded by the flasing lights, distractions always in my eyes....
*I'm in Keyboarding right now and it's about time for the bell to ring so I'm just going to leave these lyrics on here.*
Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me,
It could be anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you.
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you...