And to die is different from what any one supposed, and luckier.
English, so suddenly!
01) Was the past year a good year for you?
- Not really. It just seemed so for a moment. It was pretty tough.
02) What was your favourite moment of the year?
- I'd have to say Bristol. Or the moments we smoked cigarettes with Heini at the rooftop of NO8, London.
03) What was your least favourite moment of the year?
- There were many. Probably the time when Nina was at Mallorca and I woke up at 5 am for work. I remember changing clothes there and just crying a while before washing horrendous dishes for nearly 9 hours. It was shit, I can't deny it.
04) Where were you when the past year began?
- I think we were with Kati? We listened to some Apoptygma Berzerk and discovered that Nina can't hold her fizz.
05) Who were you with?
- There was Kati and Nina, and also Jenny and her friend.
06) Where were you when that year ended?
- I'm open to any ideas! \*_*/
07) Who were you with?
- Still open!
08) Did you keep your new years resolution of the past year?
- I didn't make any.
09) Do you have a new years resolution for the next year?
- I do, for the first time in my life. But I think I'm keeping it a secret.
10) Did you fall in love?
- In a way. Deepened them. And kinda got excited about someone new.
11) If yes, with who?
- Oh, I can't tell ya.
12) If yes, do they know?
- No way in hell.
13) Are you still in love with them?
- Very much.
14) Do you regret it?
- Regretting things isn't part of my cool style. Hold your head high!
15) Did you break-up with anyone?
- Almost.
16) Did you make any new friends?
- Oh, I did.
17) Who are your favourite new friends?
- I don't want to pick favourites.
18) What was your favorite month?
- October.
19) Did you travel outside of your country?
- To The Great Britain!
20) How many different cities did you travel to?
- Uh, there were so many.
21) Did you lose anybody close to you?
- Well, not really.
22) Did you miss anybody?
- Almost everyone at some point of the year. I'm not doing good without friends.
23) What was your favourite movie that you saw?
- That's a tough one. I think I'd have to pick The Brothers Bloom and Lady Vengeance, since I don't remember what I saw earlier this year.. The time is kinda hard for me to understand.
24) What was your favourite song?
- Gogol Bordello - Baro Foro :D Of course there were others, but that's the one that still gets me dancing out of the bed.
25) What was your favourite record?
- Probably Jenny Wilson's. Or White Lunar of Nick Cave & Warren Ellis.
26) How many concerts did you see?
- Not as much as I wanted to, after all. I went to the FLOW. And I saw Backstreet Boys! :D
27) Did you have a favourite concert?
- Fuck yes, Yann Tiersen.
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol?
- I lived on tequila and vodka.
29) Did you do a lot of drugs?
- Weed, once.
30) How many people did you sleep with?
- I felt like a frigid.
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of?
- A lot. But I don't see any point to chew over those things. I can't do anything any more.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you?
- I don't know about any lies.
34) Did you treat somebody badly?
- Probably. Nina, at least. Some others too. I'm sorry.
35) Did somebody treat you badly?
- Yeah, but that happens. I don't mind any more.
36) How much money did you spend?
- Oh jesus fucking christ. ;_;
37) What was your proudest moment?
- There's no moment. I'm proud of myself now. I'm going to school and enjoying. Who the hell would have guessed.
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of the past year?
- I think my whole life is a set of embarrassing moments.. :D I don't worry about it though, it's just me.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of the past year and change something,
what would it be?
- Changing things doesn't suit me either. Things happen, life goes on. That's it.
40) What are your plans for this year?
- I say,
for to run is divine and we long
to be light, to be fast, to be strong.
That means I'm gonna run and dance like no tomorrow, and I'm getting some muscles and hopefully growing a beard. :D
And I'm getting started with my tattoo. I'm going to Eastern Europe.
I should tell my mom and dad that I'm a little messed up.
And I hope I'll be happy, since it's getting so much easier all the time.
Actually, I'm really positive about the next year. It's almost weird.
Olen niin väsynyt ryhmätöihin. Kaikki menee ihan perseelleen, eikä ole edes minun vika. Tekeekö se minusta jotenkin turhamaisen elitistipaskan omalla alallani, jos en vaan pysty ymmärtämään, ettei joku viitsi vaivautua lainaamaan laitokselta järjestelmäkameraa museolle ikuisiksi ajoiksi tallennettavaa työtä varten, vaan voitaisiin mennä pimeään kellarivarastoon kolmen pikselin taskudigin kanssa ottamaan kuvia ammattikuvaajasta.
Minulla on kyllä niin paljon hampaankolossa sitä ihmistä vastaan muutenkin.
Project Gutenberg tarjosi minulle Leaves of Grassin ennen kuin saan tarpeeksi rahaa hankkiakseni itselleni ihan oman, nätin, kovakantisen death bed editionin. Olen ihan hajoamassa täällä Song of Myselfin kanssa.
The past and present wilt-I have fill'd them, emptied them.
And proceed to fill my next fold of the future.
Listener up there! what have you to confide to me?
Look in my face while I snuff the sidle of evening,
(Talk honestly, no one else hears you, and I stay only a minute longer.)
Do I contradict myself?
Very well then I contradict myself,
(I am large, I contain multitudes.)
I concentrate toward them that are nigh, I wait on the door-slab.
Who has done his day's work? who will soonest be through with his supper?
Who wishes to walk with me?
Will you speak before I am gone? will you prove already too late?
En oikeasti edes lue runoja ikinä, vaikka joskus innostunkin joistain Ninan löydöistä. Sitten fanitan jotain Amerikan kansallisrunoilijaa tai jotain.
Löysin Kusturican Black cat, White Catin DVD:llä! :o Ei tarvitse enää kuluttaa puhki Porin kaupunginkirjaston 90-luvun VHS:ää. Löytyi kauniissa paketissa Anttilan hyllyllä. Se on niin minun elokuva kuin mikään nyt vaan voi olla.
"Farssimainen tarina, jossa vuorottelevat likaiset temput ilman moraalin häivää, puusta pudonneet mustalaisorkesterit ja limaniljaska-mafiosot."
Sitä paitsi torvisoittokunta seilaa siinä paatilla ohi ja se on parasta ikinä.