one boy one girl two hearts their world time goes by secrets rise one more sad song tears shed..

[shudabeenablond]

i cried in mass comm class today.
no one noticed.
i am a bitch, i know that, i don't need any person to sit there and remind me.
ugh.
mrs.hinckle said i was lazy last class.
lazy? no just depressed woman!
i hate this feeling. it wont go away.
mom said i'm going to get fat (because i have one roll!)
she's right.. i am.. and then i'll have a reason for feeling ugly and being mean.
yep, my life ROCKS.
wait, no no it doesnt.

drivers ed was fun tonight.
shae is awesome. tiffany & josh make me laugh. chris smells good. betsy is just great w/ her paper bag dinner. good crowd. kevin scares me a little only bc he doesnt talk. and the other girl, i think stacey, i dont know her really.

i cried last night too.
i hate crying.
i think i'm done now..going to go cry more because i feel it coming on.
damn i hate this.
come smack me.. now!

oh yeah and i think i'm failing all my classes.
another thing to cry about.
if i fail a class my GPA will go down, i'll lose my insurance, my car, oh yeah and i'll have to leave mass comm and go to clover hill.
goodnight lovers.