"What new friends will the day bring?"
ooh man.. last night/this morning was the longest ever! I went to eddie's afterall, like around 3 am, got there so we partied till about 2:30 this afternoon. I think .. well, now i realize, it was a bit too much, i got to sleep tho finally at about 7 this aftternoon..
here's what i don't really get...
he told me he loves me today, I'm still keeping my guard up and i didn't say it back to him as much as i wanted to, but I know I don't love him atleast not yet, We havn't even been together that long, maybe a week, but we were dating before. I can't believe he HAD to tell me when i looked alll fucked up too, i was fucked up, my hair pulled up and a mess, and my clothes weren't matching and i didn't get dressed up because I was just suppose to go and stay over there for the night BUT we partied instead. It was me and him, and his friend and his girlfriend. Its so cute how he'd be across the house and when he wanted me to go lay down with him or something, he'd be like "babe, come lay down with me!!" and he'll do all the affectionate things I've looked for. I've told him before how when i party, i can't control myself and I never know when to stop and well.. sure enough.. i couldn't so finally he told me to stop, made me stop really.
i was pissed at the time but now I see he cares...
so.. to the best part..
when I was leavin, he walked me out to the car and kissed me goodbye and when he was gona go, he was like "Love you baby" and i just smiled and said bye.
but all morning long when I would be sarcastic about something he'd be like "I love you too baby" and kiss me.. i'm glad i didn't say it back tho, my guards are up! ha. I'm not about hurting myself by letting my feelings go to town on a person!
<3
Leona*
here's what i don't really get...
he told me he loves me today, I'm still keeping my guard up and i didn't say it back to him as much as i wanted to, but I know I don't love him atleast not yet, We havn't even been together that long, maybe a week, but we were dating before. I can't believe he HAD to tell me when i looked alll fucked up too, i was fucked up, my hair pulled up and a mess, and my clothes weren't matching and i didn't get dressed up because I was just suppose to go and stay over there for the night BUT we partied instead. It was me and him, and his friend and his girlfriend. Its so cute how he'd be across the house and when he wanted me to go lay down with him or something, he'd be like "babe, come lay down with me!!" and he'll do all the affectionate things I've looked for. I've told him before how when i party, i can't control myself and I never know when to stop and well.. sure enough.. i couldn't so finally he told me to stop, made me stop really.
i was pissed at the time but now I see he cares...
so.. to the best part..
when I was leavin, he walked me out to the car and kissed me goodbye and when he was gona go, he was like "Love you baby" and i just smiled and said bye.
but all morning long when I would be sarcastic about something he'd be like "I love you too baby" and kiss me.. i'm glad i didn't say it back tho, my guards are up! ha. I'm not about hurting myself by letting my feelings go to town on a person!
<3
Leona*