LeT's StArT OuT bY sTaRtInG OvEr...
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! I SAW CIRILO!!!!!!! IT WAS LAST FRIDAY NIGHT!!!AAAHHHHHH!!!! IM STILL SOOO HAPPY AND HERE IT IS ...SUNDAY NIGHT!!!! AHHH! LIKE I'M SO HAPPY I WANT TO CRY!!!!! okay..well here's the story...(we were suppose to hang out tonight too, but didn't happen!) okay...so friday night..its about...10pm..and Ben was suppose to come get me but i cancelled because right after we made our date...i called Cirilo and asked him if he'd wanna hang out that same night and he said sure and was on his way to pick me up at the Daaimond Shamrock(anyone who knows me knows i'd pick hanging out with Cirilo than almost anyone anyday!) and so i called ben back and was like..."sorry, but i have plans" so yea...so he picks me up..and yea..we were just talking and he asks me if i want to drink...and i was like..."hmm...sure why not..only one" and so he buys two Smirnoffs and we go to "our spot" (tony's road) and there was already a couple there...so we went to "The Playground" because behind it there is a huge empty field that Me, Mario, Julisa, and some of Mario's friends hung out at...so i took him there...we were drinking...and he pulls out some marijuana..and I DON'T DO DRUGS, but..i figured 'why not just screw my life up more and have fun while i'm at it??' and so yea...i kinda got drunk and...high..i guess is the word (I DON'T LIKE TO GET HIGH BUT THERE'S ALWAYS THAT RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME KINDA THING) and so i did it and yea...then as soon as i got messed up...i just started pouring and pouring out my feelings for him and even shed a few tears without him noticing!and then yea...we "ate cookies" and "played golf" (THATS FOR YOU RACHEL AND JULISA) hahahahahaha! yea so that and yea...he planned on keeping me with him all night long until morning cause his friend called and invited him over and he was taking me but on the way i decided not to go because i would be very uncomfortable and besides..i looked like SHIT!! seriously...so yea..we might hang out tomorrow night...i'm suppose to try to spend the night with Julisa..that way we can be together all night long. Man o man...he knows i love him..i think he's using it to his advantage too, but i know..and have a good feeling that we are going to end up getting back together..and i'm honestly really extremely glad, because i'm miserable without him. He's the love of my life. he really is. by the way...when i saw him Friday night..and we went to Circle k to buy the Smirnoff...HE LOOKED HOT!!! HE'S GETTING REALLY REALLY GOOD LOOKING I WAS ACTUALLY CHECKING HIM OUT CAUSE I STAYED IN THE CAR...MAN O MAN...HE WAS DRESSED NICE, SMELLED REALLY GOOD, AND HE ..HE'S GETTING BUILT!! he's beautiful! i dunno...but yea..thats that! I'll write more in here laters!! (next time i see him i soooo wanna take p ictures together and put one in here!!) ..thats wut iamma do!! -Leona