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I've been out bith yesterday night and tonight. Both "outings" have been marvelous. Yesterday I went with Maria to the Egmont party, where I'll *definitely* go a lot more in the future, because people are so incredibly nice, the alchohol is cheep and the guys are cute. I had been noticing a guy, but whenI finally got a grip and decided to go after him he was gone, so that part of the plan went out the window...
Today we went to Stengade 30, which is the coolest place and I want to be there right now, dammit! Kristine's crush from her collegium kitchen were playing with his band along with a lot of other band for Danish Rock Championship, or something, and they were *so good!!!!* I loved it!!! I had been eyeing this one particular guy for some time and he'd been looking back at me, too. Then he did this really awkward/adorable thing were he "asked" his friend to dance, who said no, so that he could ask me to dance. And we danced so well together. He could do the moves I do with my hips, too, which I really haven't experienced before. After dancing to a few songs he said he wanted a beer and left. I bumped into him a few times more the next few hours and we smiled at each other. Then I ran in to him on the dancefloor, again, and we danced some more. I asked him for his name (Jacob) and stuff like that, and he asked me if I lived in Copenhagen, "because I live close to Roskilde" (which, to me,is a sure sign of saying, "can I spend the night, please?"). Then he said he needed to find his friend and asked if I join him. We find his friend quite quickly and I just sort of stand there and wait for him to get whatever he wanted with his friend out of the world, so we can find somewhere and kiss (yes, I am that simple). But he just kind of...does nothing. They keep talking. I finally take a hint and leave. An hour later I'm back on the dancefloor (where Jacob has been *all night", doing "I'm picking apples" and all of those moves in seriousness!!) and I start noticing how he acts toward his male "friend". They hold hands and only dance with each other. I really haven't seen him dance with anyone besides me and the friend. They dance like they're a couple. They then sit down and sit incredibly close to each other, here Jacob pulls out a 50 kr-note and proceeds to "wipe" his friend's face with is. Waaay too much male body contact. Other guys would never ever have been that close to their friends! Therefore I conclude that they must be gay and thereby the thought of me being rejected by the guy is no longer present in my head :)
I have been writing a lot with Michael from Dating.dk. He is growing sweeter and sweeter by the minute, but also beginning to act as if I'm *actually* his girlfriend (which I might be?). I'd told him I was going to Stengade tonight, to which he asked if it was an invitation for him to come as well. I really really thought about it and, yes, I want to meet him and I want to kiss him (which is an incredibly scary thing to realise), but I also wanted this night to myself to see if I could actually score out in the real world as well, so I wouldn't have to go through with the awkwardness of meeting him/going on a date. What if I don't like him? Or worse, if he doesn't like me! Then there is dumping in the air, yet again.
I'm so confused!! I'm going to continue and write Michael, but also try and find some guy to kiss tomorrow (when we're going out, yet again). Because, yes. I am a cocktease.
Today we went to Stengade 30, which is the coolest place and I want to be there right now, dammit! Kristine's crush from her collegium kitchen were playing with his band along with a lot of other band for Danish Rock Championship, or something, and they were *so good!!!!* I loved it!!! I had been eyeing this one particular guy for some time and he'd been looking back at me, too. Then he did this really awkward/adorable thing were he "asked" his friend to dance, who said no, so that he could ask me to dance. And we danced so well together. He could do the moves I do with my hips, too, which I really haven't experienced before. After dancing to a few songs he said he wanted a beer and left. I bumped into him a few times more the next few hours and we smiled at each other. Then I ran in to him on the dancefloor, again, and we danced some more. I asked him for his name (Jacob) and stuff like that, and he asked me if I lived in Copenhagen, "because I live close to Roskilde" (which, to me,is a sure sign of saying, "can I spend the night, please?"). Then he said he needed to find his friend and asked if I join him. We find his friend quite quickly and I just sort of stand there and wait for him to get whatever he wanted with his friend out of the world, so we can find somewhere and kiss (yes, I am that simple). But he just kind of...does nothing. They keep talking. I finally take a hint and leave. An hour later I'm back on the dancefloor (where Jacob has been *all night", doing "I'm picking apples" and all of those moves in seriousness!!) and I start noticing how he acts toward his male "friend". They hold hands and only dance with each other. I really haven't seen him dance with anyone besides me and the friend. They dance like they're a couple. They then sit down and sit incredibly close to each other, here Jacob pulls out a 50 kr-note and proceeds to "wipe" his friend's face with is. Waaay too much male body contact. Other guys would never ever have been that close to their friends! Therefore I conclude that they must be gay and thereby the thought of me being rejected by the guy is no longer present in my head :)
I have been writing a lot with Michael from Dating.dk. He is growing sweeter and sweeter by the minute, but also beginning to act as if I'm *actually* his girlfriend (which I might be?). I'd told him I was going to Stengade tonight, to which he asked if it was an invitation for him to come as well. I really really thought about it and, yes, I want to meet him and I want to kiss him (which is an incredibly scary thing to realise), but I also wanted this night to myself to see if I could actually score out in the real world as well, so I wouldn't have to go through with the awkwardness of meeting him/going on a date. What if I don't like him? Or worse, if he doesn't like me! Then there is dumping in the air, yet again.
I'm so confused!! I'm going to continue and write Michael, but also try and find some guy to kiss tomorrow (when we're going out, yet again). Because, yes. I am a cocktease.