here i am..

Dec 02, 2004 22:34

so here i am ...
being with the two coolest girls i've ever met on the face of this earth...
they are beautiful asian girls who are just amazing.
i don't know where i'll be without them...
of course, being the retard that i am... i never act like i care about them.
i try to act cool and nonchalant when with them - but they make me nervous.

sometimes i wonder what i'm doing in this life i'm in.
i'm cocky, conceited, and snobby.
i'm also full of it.
i know i shouldn't be, but i can't help it.
that's just who i am.
i'm a bastard.

i love anh and daphne.
they love me and accept me as who i am - asian or the white i want to be.

i am buying daphne a coach purse and anh a beautiful new scarf, beanie and gloves (a contract).
and i will pay for their next 3 rent payments to make up for the days i've been mean to them.
i love them so.
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