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as i sit here listening to *Nsync i feel so happy,i now have new found respect for Nsync.. and paulini for aust idol,which i have always had.. fun times
i just had tea at SSS with yo,lisa and rach and it was so fun, i love the food at my work.
and i`m sad cuz i`m leavin and my work are having a going awya party for me, and this makes me feel so amazingly happy that i have only been there just on 3 months and i love it and they are doing such a lovley thing for me.
anyways.. i feel tre odd at the moment, due to the fact that i am feeling this odd emotion of lust.JACK. don`t even go there, he is perfect and i`m moving, and i hate my timing with things like this,he`s amazing and i really like him. Heaps.... heaps. He`s a good kisser and that`s rare in hetros.hehe
i need to strop going clubbing and doing things to spend my mula.
maraya came over today and tells me i better get packing if i wanna get down there on time and this scares me.... i need to have a going away party.. i`m crying now, this is the first time i have fo so long... i don`t want to get deep on this journal. i feel i hate things about myself that i can`t change.,.. but want too...
i dont know whats wrong with me!!!
fuck me.
i`m going, this is an odd update, but fuck i don`t care.
xoxoxo
i just had tea at SSS with yo,lisa and rach and it was so fun, i love the food at my work.
and i`m sad cuz i`m leavin and my work are having a going awya party for me, and this makes me feel so amazingly happy that i have only been there just on 3 months and i love it and they are doing such a lovley thing for me.
anyways.. i feel tre odd at the moment, due to the fact that i am feeling this odd emotion of lust.JACK. don`t even go there, he is perfect and i`m moving, and i hate my timing with things like this,he`s amazing and i really like him. Heaps.... heaps. He`s a good kisser and that`s rare in hetros.hehe
i need to strop going clubbing and doing things to spend my mula.
maraya came over today and tells me i better get packing if i wanna get down there on time and this scares me.... i need to have a going away party.. i`m crying now, this is the first time i have fo so long... i don`t want to get deep on this journal. i feel i hate things about myself that i can`t change.,.. but want too...
i dont know whats wrong with me!!!
fuck me.
i`m going, this is an odd update, but fuck i don`t care.
xoxoxo