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Went to school today, has a meetin with boswell.
i hate going back.. makes me so sad, i hate thinking that this isn`t where i belong, it isn`t where i should be anymore.. and that scares me. It` weird going back cuz i walked where we used to sit and our grou isn`t there. They are relaced with random yr 9 losers. I hate it. I loved school yet i`m glad that i left now i can finally become something bigger.
Just sad that`s all. Makes me so sad that i have to move on and become an adult.
Meanwhile... i have extention english tommorrow, my least favorite subject, and i don`t wanna do it, this is the least researched and studied subject for me... i mean i have done some on it... but not half as much as what i have been doing for other subjects.
I`m so tired so sick of the walls in my house, i`m sick of studing. SICK OF FUCKING HSC SHIT, sick of the stress and all the emotions it comes with, this is the hardest thing i have ever done and will do.
I can`t hack it, i`m so glad that i only have 1 week left of this bullshit then i`m free
I find out if i got into OnStage not this monday but the next monday, i hoe i get in.
Maraya`s commin down soon.. and i`m so exited, where going to do 18 yr old things on sunday, the 16th , my actual b-day. wooo. and she sayd i should get drunk on sunday as well.. i`m all for it. i`ll be able to stuff my brian after the HSC.
Okay i`m going to the libary to study for 5 hrs.. FUN!
Tanya
i hate going back.. makes me so sad, i hate thinking that this isn`t where i belong, it isn`t where i should be anymore.. and that scares me. It` weird going back cuz i walked where we used to sit and our grou isn`t there. They are relaced with random yr 9 losers. I hate it. I loved school yet i`m glad that i left now i can finally become something bigger.
Just sad that`s all. Makes me so sad that i have to move on and become an adult.
Meanwhile... i have extention english tommorrow, my least favorite subject, and i don`t wanna do it, this is the least researched and studied subject for me... i mean i have done some on it... but not half as much as what i have been doing for other subjects.
I`m so tired so sick of the walls in my house, i`m sick of studing. SICK OF FUCKING HSC SHIT, sick of the stress and all the emotions it comes with, this is the hardest thing i have ever done and will do.
I can`t hack it, i`m so glad that i only have 1 week left of this bullshit then i`m free
I find out if i got into OnStage not this monday but the next monday, i hoe i get in.
Maraya`s commin down soon.. and i`m so exited, where going to do 18 yr old things on sunday, the 16th , my actual b-day. wooo. and she sayd i should get drunk on sunday as well.. i`m all for it. i`ll be able to stuff my brian after the HSC.
Okay i`m going to the libary to study for 5 hrs.. FUN!
Tanya