May 12, 2005 13:44
WARNING: this entry is full of some serious venting...
they kicked me out of all of the gifted classes i signed up for again as always. i hate that they always do that and then try and tell me i'm not good enough for those classes. i had to force my way into lynch's psychology class and i'm gonna have to force my way into any gifted classes i want to take next year. lynch told me i was gifted and he's sent all of my stuff to the county to try and get me into the program. i hope they just put me in so i don't have to fight to take the classes i want next year.
i don't understand why you never have time for me anymore. you're about to leave for college and i know this is my last time that i'll really get to be best friends with you before you leave for college and i feel like you really don't care. it makes me sad. i thought i meant more to you than that...
sometimes i wonder why i even bother trying to help you guys out. you don't appreciate anything i do and it's really starting to piss me off. i work so hard to make your lives easier and i don't have to do any of this and then you act the way you do. i know a lot of it is just joking around but it would be nice to know that you appreciate it every once in awhile.
sorry for all of that. i know i don't update my lj very much anymore and i hate that i updated it all pissed off.
luv all, Anna