ranting

[shrugsnkisses]

sometimes legs entwined
i think of you.
and wonder how it feels for you
to be with someone else.
then i wonder if you ever think of how it feels for me.
just for the record... it doesnt feel so great much.
but once in a while i find a soul so beautiful i have to touch it.
im done apologizing for my extraneous amounts of empathy
and my desire for humanity.
let me feel your soft waves one more time
and i promise you wont be sad.
death runs around in circles
chances are it will run in yours someday.
if so...
befriend it and feed it. but dont invite it into your home.
all ive ever wanted was to feel you behind me,
softly sighing in slumber worlds.
last night i had a dream
it went something like this...
love love love.
let me squeeze you until you feel better.
i am not a child anymore and i know what to hold and what to let go.
blue bird fly back to your nature
i'll find you on a powerline someday soon.
for now ill put your feather in my hair and pretend like it is not from you.
my nest is not empty.