Practice what you preach
my mom smokes and she keeps lying to me about it ....i know she does because i found cigarettes in her purse (virginia slims light) and she ALWAYS smells like smoke nowadays. she also has been drinking a lot lately and it makes me dislike her very very very very very very very very much , welll at least when she is drunk like last night. because it makes me embarassed for her i feel embarassed that my mom is so unhappy that she needs to be drinking in order to have a good time, which isnt always the case of drinking but it is for her. she is so loud when she drinks too and it is like i like her beause she seems so happy but i iknow its only because she is drunk. and i dont hate that she smokes i just hate that she fucking lies to me about...imean HELLO i am n ot stupid . does she think im that stupid? i caught her smoking when i was like 9 and asked her abotu it and she lied to me then too. but you see i dont know if i can actually get mad about this because i feel hypocritical getting mad about these things b ecause i do the same things...except maybe not for the same reasons. and she is so skinny. she is like incredibly skinny. ad i never see her eat and shes always talking about how she is so fat and needs to get in shape. it worries me. i dont think she is happy with her life which doesnt make me sad for her it makes me angry and bitter. how can she be so