A lot to be said...
Here we go
Last night I was online just relaxing and everything. I wanted to call Mandie aka loserchick8503 and talk but I knew it was the asscrack of dawn and wasn't gonna aggravate her parents. Her mother already despises me because I'm such a bad person. Whatever lady. Anywho I was online and good ole Mandie popped up on AIM. We talked for a bit on the computer. And then I called her. It was akward at first and I started to tell her how I felt. I do love her and I do care. Since the summer of 1999, 7 YEARS AGO, I have been in love with her and have cared. Even through all of the things she pulled and not to mention my stupid actions at time. Even now with everything going on I still care. I can't friggin help it. Everytime we think we're done God keeps throwing us into each other. What am I gonna do. The fact of the matter is that I am absolutely willing to lay my heart on the line with her AGAIN!!! I think that things will be muchos different now. She has matured and she realizes what she actually wants out of life. She didn't know for the longest time. We talked about everything and laughed so hard last night. She got aggravated because I brought up some old shit to pick on her with such as:
Fork on the floor from mixing EGGS
Her lack of driving skills do to being distracted (not by me)!
All of the past 7 years came running back full force. I told Mandie that if this is what she actually wants then she has an assload of work to do and a lot to prove to me. She was crying and said that she would and wouldn't let this chance slip through her hands. I have faith in her words. She cares, I know she does. So we shall see what happens.
Last night I was online just relaxing and everything. I wanted to call Mandie aka loserchick8503 and talk but I knew it was the asscrack of dawn and wasn't gonna aggravate her parents. Her mother already despises me because I'm such a bad person. Whatever lady. Anywho I was online and good ole Mandie popped up on AIM. We talked for a bit on the computer. And then I called her. It was akward at first and I started to tell her how I felt. I do love her and I do care. Since the summer of 1999, 7 YEARS AGO, I have been in love with her and have cared. Even through all of the things she pulled and not to mention my stupid actions at time. Even now with everything going on I still care. I can't friggin help it. Everytime we think we're done God keeps throwing us into each other. What am I gonna do. The fact of the matter is that I am absolutely willing to lay my heart on the line with her AGAIN!!! I think that things will be muchos different now. She has matured and she realizes what she actually wants out of life. She didn't know for the longest time. We talked about everything and laughed so hard last night. She got aggravated because I brought up some old shit to pick on her with such as:
Fork on the floor from mixing EGGS
Her lack of driving skills do to being distracted (not by me)!
All of the past 7 years came running back full force. I told Mandie that if this is what she actually wants then she has an assload of work to do and a lot to prove to me. She was crying and said that she would and wouldn't let this chance slip through her hands. I have faith in her words. She cares, I know she does. So we shall see what happens.