May 30, 2004 21:08
Well, once again this weekend has been interesting. AGAIN, relationships are being doubted. My relationships, again. I'm about done trying or caring. Don't give me babble fuck bull shit either... (you know who i mean) This happens everytime. People are so friggin afraid of a damn committment. I have a committment... to keep myself happy. And to watch out for my friends. One I constantly do, the other I really don't because I constantly want to put myself in a situation to make others happy and I think that I am. Of course, that's when doubt comes in, not on my part though. So, if you want me to actually care for ya, you better fuckin prove that you are worthy of it and that you don't doubt urself. Games are Over.
Now that I'm done venting about that bull shit...
Friday, I didn't really do anything other than play games and download more songs. Saturday, I went to the store out in town and spent some more money on food. Then I downloaded more songs and more songs... I have 10 hours of songs on my computer. HAHA and it just keeps growin. I only had 8.5 on Friday. BWAHAHA. Today I began to paint and chat and download more songs... hehe. It's my new favourite thing to do. Other than harrass people. And get "doubted." Tomorrow, I have the day off. So, I'm gonna finish painting the room. I am plannin on doin more tonight maybe. That way all I have left to do is the edging. From what I found out, I am supposed to class up on the 15th of June. I hope so.