I think I might be freaking out a little bit...

[shroudedquest]

So I've been waiting for August 20th to since the first of January and now that day is five days away and I'm finally realizing that I'm getting another shot at school and it scaring the jeebus out of me.  Yeah, I took one class in spring and one in summer, but I'm going back full time now, this is the REAL deal. I'm taking hard degree classes too and the WORST part of it all is for my degree program they have higher grading standards than all the other programs so I really need to focus and get awesome grades so I don'f F up like I did last time.  If that isn't enough pressure, I'm also going to be working and trying to at least see Sajid's face at some point in between.  I guess at this point, given my past history... I really don't have much confidence in myself.

I think that this Sunday Sajid and I are going to go to Ikea so I can finally get a damn book shelf and as much as he hates Ikea I'm sure that's all I'll be allowed to do.