It's been a while, but i'm still here

[shropshire_lad]

So much has happened it seems and in the course of things they aren't all happy endings. I think for the most part i was happy, but in being so, i have hurt someone simply by making a choice. I find that maybe we all feel like replacements for something that isn't but in the end we are all individual to some extent of the word, and thus should not and in this case was not a replacement for anyone. Still I don't know where it'll take us now, though i don't wish to alienate myself from you for a lifetime to come.

What if letters meant
nothing, like an infant
plucking his mal-coordinated
hands upon the keyboard, "mnjp:l, ASX/"
Samples of genius,
Keys squashed like blueberries.

Still, un-driven and arrhythmical, the
clicking brought on by your
infantile hands.