my life is going downhill....
i spent last night in jail. i'm stupid, yes i know this.
i just keep on ruining everything, dont i?
i'm sorry i couldnt be a better person i really am.
for the first time ever....i seriously thought about blowing my brains out with my dad's gun. it's just that overwhelming.
im not allowed to talk to my friends from sterling. my parents are pulling me out of school, and are trying to send me to some christian private school. i told them if they send me there then im walking out. and i will. i cannot stand that christian bullshit.
i just keep on ruining everything, dont i?
i'm sorry i couldnt be a better person i really am.
for the first time ever....i seriously thought about blowing my brains out with my dad's gun. it's just that overwhelming.
im not allowed to talk to my friends from sterling. my parents are pulling me out of school, and are trying to send me to some christian private school. i told them if they send me there then im walking out. and i will. i cannot stand that christian bullshit.