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[shrooms_n_stars]

my life is just like bananas. if one drops, the whole thing goes to shit. how about i miss you. i miss you a lot. i need to see you before i drowned myself in a miserable pit of self pity and hate. i use to think the world was a good happy place with bad moments once in a while. but look at me. i woke up. it all sucks. even the good stuff is ugly. everything back fires. sometimes it just takes longer. and shit. i hate it. i'm mad at myself for so many reasons i cant even keep them all straight. i'm thinking about drinking again. because its fun. it makes me feel better. and i've been oh-so-good for way to long. run away brain.

i'm ready to run so take me away with you when you leave me