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I'm taking a mental health day. No work, skipped school. I'm probably going to regret this, but i am, once again, in no state to leave my house really. I also learned last night that it's a bad idea for me to be upset and drive while it's raining. I found myself speeding looking for puddles to hydroplane. I mean, i don't feel like i'm asking too much. All i want is some decent sleep, but for some reason that still won't come to be. And because of that, i get annoyed and angry and upset very easily. And everyone seems to think it's my fault. It's my fault that i can't sleep. That i have a bad attitude. That i end up this way. I try so hard to help myself, but sometimes it's pretty hopeless when you feel that low. And it's not my fault. Really, i wouldn't have myself feeling this way at all if i could help it. But nobody listens. No one cares except to push that they are right. Owell though, people will always be that way i guess...