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So yea. Here I am at Mary's. I spent the night here and I'm chilling in her room until she gets back from summer school. I haven't slept all night and it doesn't look like I will anytime soon so... what better time to write?
Yea, so today...erm...yesterday was fun. Cesca came over and we drove around and stopped by random places. Went by Ryan's work and danced in the 50s' mcdonald's parking lot while cars going down telegraph watched, some honked. Yea and that was the highlight of my day. Then we went to Steve's, and then to Mary Robbin's house. Talked about the usual shit; drugs, mental institutions, sex, hook dicks, becoming a mortician... shit like that. Then we went by Kyle Connley's, Jeff's, and her friend Rob's. Than we both found ourself at Mary Durante's. She had to leave, I stayed. Drove around with her brother and his friend. Yea, I don't know why I'm giving you a detailed account of my day its not like it really matters.
So yea I had another dream about him. Three in a row. My 8th this month. They're always so sweet and beautiful... and I always have that same feeling of dissapointment when I wake up. Like all the air is being deflated from me. Yesterday I just threw my blanket, curled up in a little ball on my bed and cried for 10 minutes after I woke up. So yea, once again, why am I telling you this? I sound like such a fucking wimp.
*Looks at Mary's bed* Man that looks comfy... I want to sleep but I'm scared. :-[
Yea, so today...erm...yesterday was fun. Cesca came over and we drove around and stopped by random places. Went by Ryan's work and danced in the 50s' mcdonald's parking lot while cars going down telegraph watched, some honked. Yea and that was the highlight of my day. Then we went to Steve's, and then to Mary Robbin's house. Talked about the usual shit; drugs, mental institutions, sex, hook dicks, becoming a mortician... shit like that. Then we went by Kyle Connley's, Jeff's, and her friend Rob's. Than we both found ourself at Mary Durante's. She had to leave, I stayed. Drove around with her brother and his friend. Yea, I don't know why I'm giving you a detailed account of my day its not like it really matters.
So yea I had another dream about him. Three in a row. My 8th this month. They're always so sweet and beautiful... and I always have that same feeling of dissapointment when I wake up. Like all the air is being deflated from me. Yesterday I just threw my blanket, curled up in a little ball on my bed and cried for 10 minutes after I woke up. So yea, once again, why am I telling you this? I sound like such a fucking wimp.
*Looks at Mary's bed* Man that looks comfy... I want to sleep but I'm scared. :-[