Mistakes.
Why do I let things from the past get to me. Sure I forget about them, but when I don't do anything and let my mind wander things tend to be remembered. Just like tonigt, I remembered things. Things meant to be forgotten and to never come back into my mind. But no, there are reminders all around me. People tend to make things worse, but sometimes they don't. I know my life is 100% greater than millions of people out there, but somehow I just dont seem to understand that. Instead I spend my life bitching about how things in the past have gone wrong. I'm probably not making much sense, but since when did I? There are just some certain people who are in my life right now, people who I consider friends who can really cause you alot of pain, even after 2 years. But I guess its just human nature to make mistakes, I make mistakes and I hurt people, I know I do. I want people to be open with me and tell me how they feel when I do certain things that hurt them. PLease tell me. And I wish I could get the BALLS to tell people the way I feel about them. To tell my feelings without being judged. There are sooo many people I wish to talk to right now and tell them how I feel. How much I wish to tell them how angry I am at them, but overlook it. And I'm sure I have done somethings that people wish to talk to me about it, but no noone does. I dont want to say anything cause I don't want to ruin anybodys day, week, or however long it would take. But at the same time I do.
Didn't make much sense what I typed? To me it does. And thank you anyone who reads this.
Didn't make much sense what I typed? To me it does. And thank you anyone who reads this.