can't believe it
like i said.. can't believe i'm updating this fucking thing. i NEVER update this thing. nobody reads it anyway.. but i'm sooo bored.. like i've seriously run out of things to do. experienced some nature today at what i have to say is the best of the metro parks i've been to thus far in ohio.
there are probably others, but i don't know exactly how to find them, and the people that know where they are (generally my too busy brother, sluggish sister and her fag boyfriend) don't wanna help me explore. i could take mindi to explore them, but she's too busy ignoring the world as she sporadically does. probably suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder once she moved out here, and is no recuperating. hope she hurries it up though, cuz i wanna get out of here this weekend.
i'm tired of hanging around my miserable parents, whose major accomplishments during the course of the day today have included making liver dumplings, getting some new cable installed and getting in a canoe with me. my mother, meanwhile has not participated in any of that, but i did force her to go to starbucks with me (i am such a sell-out) just to get out of here. i really miss webster's sometimes. my favorite thing to do in the morning was head to town, grab the collegian and then get some breakfast and coffee. nice long thinkathon at webster's and talking to the regulars.. it was great. it's not the specific people or the places i missed so much. it's the routine of what i did. sigh..
i wonder who i can annoy on the phone. like i said, min is AWOL, i never call japh and i don't plan on starting, lindsay is usually unreachable and i'm uninterested in reaching her.. hmm.. tracy is about on the same level for me. maybe i should try sapana. haven't talked to her in ages it feels like. tomorrow i'm gonna try min endlessly.. i know she's fuckin in that apartment, and i'm going to make her socialize with me. god.. i really need to get that job next week so i can get the benefits and money and primarily to get the fuck out of this house. i haven't written anything in a couple months, except for some fucking idle rant about how i wanna kick lindsay's ass... i don't know why i'm bothering to type this out. no one is going to read it and i don't even want anyone to really. it's passing the time though.. let's see... 9:56 pm and i'm gonna kill myself.. shouldn't have had that coffee at 6..
there are probably others, but i don't know exactly how to find them, and the people that know where they are (generally my too busy brother, sluggish sister and her fag boyfriend) don't wanna help me explore. i could take mindi to explore them, but she's too busy ignoring the world as she sporadically does. probably suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder once she moved out here, and is no recuperating. hope she hurries it up though, cuz i wanna get out of here this weekend.
i'm tired of hanging around my miserable parents, whose major accomplishments during the course of the day today have included making liver dumplings, getting some new cable installed and getting in a canoe with me. my mother, meanwhile has not participated in any of that, but i did force her to go to starbucks with me (i am such a sell-out) just to get out of here. i really miss webster's sometimes. my favorite thing to do in the morning was head to town, grab the collegian and then get some breakfast and coffee. nice long thinkathon at webster's and talking to the regulars.. it was great. it's not the specific people or the places i missed so much. it's the routine of what i did. sigh..
i wonder who i can annoy on the phone. like i said, min is AWOL, i never call japh and i don't plan on starting, lindsay is usually unreachable and i'm uninterested in reaching her.. hmm.. tracy is about on the same level for me. maybe i should try sapana. haven't talked to her in ages it feels like. tomorrow i'm gonna try min endlessly.. i know she's fuckin in that apartment, and i'm going to make her socialize with me. god.. i really need to get that job next week so i can get the benefits and money and primarily to get the fuck out of this house. i haven't written anything in a couple months, except for some fucking idle rant about how i wanna kick lindsay's ass... i don't know why i'm bothering to type this out. no one is going to read it and i don't even want anyone to really. it's passing the time though.. let's see... 9:56 pm and i'm gonna kill myself.. shouldn't have had that coffee at 6..