Author: Shriya_4
Pairing: Yoochun/Changmin, Yunho/Jaejoong and a teeny tiny bit of Kyuhyun/Junsu.
Genre: AU, Romance, Fluff, slight! Angst, humor, drama
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Language
Disclaimer: I want to own them and marry them..but i can't so well..they belong to themselves.
Summary: He confessed-> He got painfully rejected-> He left-> He’s back-> And boy are things going to hell.
Chapter 38:
Changmin straightened and walked slowly towards where his boyfriend stood frozen in shock. He stopped when he was only a foot away from him and waited and watched, to see what the other would do from this moment onwards.
Yoochun felt his breath catch lightly in his throat and wondered whether it was strange that the boy before him looked far more ethereal to him than ever, with the light from the lamp post shining brightly and illuminating his face, making it almost seem as if he were only a figment of his own desperate, perturbed and painful imagination.
He unconsciously reached out a hand and traced the soft, fragile skin of the younger boy’s cheek and let an almost whimsical sigh escape his parted lips as he felt the dried tears burn his fingers.
Changmin closed his eyes at the touch and forced himself not to respond any further, breathing and counting the seconds as they passed.
1,2..3…4
He could sense Yoochun’s face come closer to his own and turned his head to the side ever so slightly. He felt his nose nudge against the side of his neck and swallowed, opening his eyes only to stare at a point far beyond the other’s shoulder…a point that he hoped would in a way calm his escalating heart beat.
“I’m sorry…” he felt the other whisper.
“…”
“I’m so sorry.”
He smiled.
“Mum, once told me a long time ago… that I should never love in vain…because it was, is and will always be an emotion that could never set someone free…”
“Min-ah…”
“It could have been so easy, Chunnie…to leave…to forget…to move on…to be safe…”
“…”
“But I grew up, Yoochun…I grew up enough not to make the same mistakes twice…and now it’s time for you to grow up too.”
Yoochun felt his eyes burn and his heart ache, he turned his head to the side and rested his temple lightly against Changmin’s shoulder.
“…I’m a total and utter ass…and I know that I should be more and do more as a boyfriend and a friend…but…maybe Junsu’s right…maybe I’m just insecure…afraid… incapable of appreciating what I have…I don’t know… ”
“Yoochun, there are going to be plenty of times when I’m going to do something wrong and hurt you in some way…but that doesn’t mean that I’m going to love you any less…there will also be plenty of times like today where I’m going to get up and leave…but in the end it’ll be only so that I can come back and say “I’m home”. I love you, Yoochun, and in the end shouldn’t that be all that matters?”
When did you grow up so fast?
“It does. You’re right…that IS all that matters…”
Yoochun closed his eyes and let the heaviness slip out of his heart.
Lulled by his boyfriend’s shallow breathing, he counted the number of breaths that passed between them and forced himself not to purr in contentment when he felt the younger boy wrap his long arms around his waist and pull him closer.
He sensed the seconds pass into minutes and opened his eyes a good while later, only to find something catch his eyes in the light of the lamp.
He identified the source of his curiosity, reared back with a sudden, shocked laugh and smacked Changmin across his head.
“YOU KEYED MY DAMNED CAR???!!!”
Changmin turned to look back sheepishly and glanced at the long scratch that made its way across the side of Yoochun’s car.
He blushed dark red and turned away mumbling quietly under his breath.
Yoochun smirked.
“What was that?”
“Car…seats…”
“Huh…?”
“Holes…car seats…poked…with keys…”
“What?”
“I POKED HOLES INTO YOUR CAR SEATS TOO, OKAY?!”
Changmin covered his face with his hands to hide his embarrassment and groaned. Yoochun grabbed hold of them and pulled them away, laughing.
Why are you this cute?
“I love you, Kim Changmin, even though you’re a petty bastard with barely any moral consciousness. Though you’re still paying for the damages…dad will kill me if he sees what you’ve done to his Ferrari.”
Changmin squeaked, “It’s your dad’s car?”
“Yep.”
“Oh my God, Oh my God, he’s going to throw me into a dungeon or something… worse…he’ll sell me to some Mafia group in Russia and make me work off the debt… or he’s going to scrape the skin off my flesh…oh my GOD!”
Yoochun rolled his eyes.
“Yah…what do you take my father for?”
Changmin laughed.
“I know, I know…but guess what, Mr. Park?” Changmin said as he wrapped his arms around the other’s neck.
“What?”
“You have to pay for some damages yourself.”
Yoochun frowned.
“What did I do?”
Changmin smirked and leaned in close to his lover’s ear.
“Emotional damage, Park Yoochun, can be very VERY expensive.”
“And how do you propose to retrieve these damages, Mr. Kim?”
“Hmmm…”
Yoochun shivered as the younger boy’s breath ghosted over his right ear.
“Hot…sensual…passionate…back breaking…soul destroying sex, Love.”
“Damn, horny bastard.”
“Only for you, Park Yoochun, always for you.”
MEANWHILE INSIDE THE HOUSE
“Hand it over, Bitch.”
Yunho grumbled and threw four thousand won at Kyuhyun.
“I seriously DID not think he would forgive that idiot this quickly…”
“You underestimate love , my friend. Plus I kind of over heard Changmin mumbling something about destroying Yoochun’s car and then waiting for the bastard to beg and grovel.”
“THAT’S CHEATING!”
“All is fair in gambling and taking money off of cheap suckers.”
“You can't just make up sayings to suit yourself!!" Yunho screamed indignantly.
“Well, I love money and taking money from you is like a war in itself, so your point is nullified. Now fuck off, I’m going to bed and getting some well deserved rest.”
“Come back here, you stupid extortionist!!!”
Jaejoong , Dong-Wook and Junsu stared at the children in front of them before shaking their heads and walking towards the kitchen.
“Hungry?”
“Yep.”
“Attacking Changmin’s cake?”
“Totally.”
“Blaming it on Yunho?”
“Most definitely.”
“Good to know.”
“Mhmm.”
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A/N ^_^ Need I say more?