Down When I'm Loaded (up against myself)
I get my grades tomorrow. These will determine whether or not I am eligible for a scholarship and if I get to go where I want to in the fall. I'm pretty sure I fuc**d up me chem final. Not looking forward to the results.
Today was my mother's birthday. I wish we'd done something for her, but she wasn't even home most of the day.
I'm gonna clean my room tomorrow. I spent my day today tidying the grounds. (I spent an hour trimmin the friggin tree out front)
One of the cats' claws were growing round back into their paw. I'm glad I caught it before it got infected...but I'm wondering why I had to be the one to catch it. She's better now.
There is precious little on TV at 3 in the morning. Luckily I got some DVDs in the mail today. I'll put those on when I try to go to bed.
The "Prince of Persia" game is frustrating...mainly because of the perspective.
I've been dreading getting these grades for a week now...I've been trying to keep my head occupied with other junk, but I keep going back to those damn grades. I have an unhealthy obsession with grades (specifically getting good ones), and an overwhelming fear of failure...
My house is too damn hot too sleep unless I drug myself up real good...and then I can't get up in the morning.
Sister's birthday is in a few days...don't have a clue what to get her.
She's going away to college next year...I'm a little jealous of her, and a little worried. I was built to live on my own...she's a little more dependant.
I made a weird choice that before she leaves I was going to teach her how to speak properly. She doesn't speak horribly. She just speaks in a slang-dialect that I find particularly annoying and that I think makes her sound less intelligent than she is...
Still haven't heard from the guy about the summer theater job...probably a mixed blessing.
Going to TRY and sleep now.
Today was my mother's birthday. I wish we'd done something for her, but she wasn't even home most of the day.
I'm gonna clean my room tomorrow. I spent my day today tidying the grounds. (I spent an hour trimmin the friggin tree out front)
One of the cats' claws were growing round back into their paw. I'm glad I caught it before it got infected...but I'm wondering why I had to be the one to catch it. She's better now.
There is precious little on TV at 3 in the morning. Luckily I got some DVDs in the mail today. I'll put those on when I try to go to bed.
The "Prince of Persia" game is frustrating...mainly because of the perspective.
I've been dreading getting these grades for a week now...I've been trying to keep my head occupied with other junk, but I keep going back to those damn grades. I have an unhealthy obsession with grades (specifically getting good ones), and an overwhelming fear of failure...
My house is too damn hot too sleep unless I drug myself up real good...and then I can't get up in the morning.
Sister's birthday is in a few days...don't have a clue what to get her.
She's going away to college next year...I'm a little jealous of her, and a little worried. I was built to live on my own...she's a little more dependant.
I made a weird choice that before she leaves I was going to teach her how to speak properly. She doesn't speak horribly. She just speaks in a slang-dialect that I find particularly annoying and that I think makes her sound less intelligent than she is...
Still haven't heard from the guy about the summer theater job...probably a mixed blessing.
Going to TRY and sleep now.