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[shrinkingliz]

Sometimes I get mad at my mom because she never calls, writes, or emails me, but pretends (to her friends/co-workers) that she talks to me all the time and knows what my life is like and we're great friends. Then one day she will actually email me, and I feel lousy because she judges me or puts me down in the email, and really has no idea who I am and has no interest in finding out. I know this about her, but I still fall for it. I wish she would just leave me alone.

I'm not going to eat today. I need a cleansing fast, even for one day.