Deep Thoughts by Laura Bachmann
"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; But sometimes it is letting go." -Hermann Hesse
So I'm beginning my journal entry with a quote I found really appealing to my thoughts today that I found in Casey's AOL profile...thanks Casey! ;-)
First of today was a pretty usual day..slept in late around 11:30 or so. But I was greated with my parents that had an ad about a computer at best buy..HP around 600 bucks total, maybe a little less with rebates so thats always good! I need me a cheaper/decent comp asap. Then off to work from 1:45-9pm...it was a good day at work although closing a lone is taking a mighty toll on ol' laura's back. I'm 19 sounding like I'm 40! It's not too bad but somethings stink, like our vaccuum that doesnt suck but blows...literally. It spits everything out instead of picking it up..I almost threw it across Uptown! lol So I had to sweep the carpets. Oh well!! Had fun with costumers as usual, im not sapose to get attached to them but I did jk!
So Laura's inner thoughts...I was really thinking about this today..how disapointed I am in a certain situation. I havnt really thought too much about it lately until recently. But I'm kinda hurt because I was looking forward to still having a friendship with someone and it hasnt been much of one. At least from my perspective. I like them as a person & have a lot of fun with them but I've put in my effort and havnt recieved much in return. Who knows why from their perspective..maybe theyre busy or don't actually want to stay friends..not sure. But I miss them and it stinks a little. I guess thats how life happens...But I'm here and willing to stay friends as along as it is a real friendship. I'm also still left in the dark about some issues between us but it's in the past so that doesnt matter as much because its "about letting go" (Refering to the quote up top...lol the tie in with my beginning to my conclusion in this entry..I sound like an essay paper.)...And that folks is what my little heart feels...:-P
Also...Too many people deserve better friends/boyfriends/girlfriends whatever. Good people deserve good people thats for damn sure! I'm getting ticked about how my friends get screwed over/working to hard in a realtionship (multiple people Im talking about). Ive kept&made the friends I hope to keep forever and the only deserve the best....:-)
Alright I've blabbed enough for one entry! Tomorrow I'm going to the zoo with my brother..lol 25 year old who wants to go to the zoo. He kicks ass! Adios Amigos....Ps: Reply to Duderbugg's entry today...Western Does have some gross looking school colors LOL! I'll admit to that one.
Okay homies Keep It real and Until next time.....STAY GOLDEN...
I'm such a loser... :-P But hey Golden Girls Still Rock my World!