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I just finished tha hardest exam of mmyy liiiife. nd then i started thinkin'..
I've lost 2 pretty good friendships in this past year. Once I didn't bother to try nd save, and the other *I* ended. I dont even know if its like that. I did at one point fight for both of them.. nd then they just werent satisfired with who I was. So in a way... both of them ended it nd in a way, I ended both of them.
Then there's the whole family issue. I know they don't want me around. They tell me. And when they're not telling me, I can still tell.
I mean... I am glad to know I proved them wrong. "I have no sense of commitment" ... "I feel sorry for your next boyfriend.. if you get one" ... HAH. Take a look around.
Don't get me wrong.. I am happy:) Sometimes it just gets a lil' bit hard.
I've lost 2 pretty good friendships in this past year. Once I didn't bother to try nd save, and the other *I* ended. I dont even know if its like that. I did at one point fight for both of them.. nd then they just werent satisfired with who I was. So in a way... both of them ended it nd in a way, I ended both of them.
Then there's the whole family issue. I know they don't want me around. They tell me. And when they're not telling me, I can still tell.
I mean... I am glad to know I proved them wrong. "I have no sense of commitment" ... "I feel sorry for your next boyfriend.. if you get one" ... HAH. Take a look around.
Don't get me wrong.. I am happy:) Sometimes it just gets a lil' bit hard.