do you wanna be a hardcore superstar by far?
I'm back in atlanta for spring break, so far things are going all right. I went to the snow patrol concert last night with my mom and my sister and their friends. it was pretty nice. and when I get back to new york I'll go to snow patrol at madison square garden. my mom and I are going to six flags on saturday. I don't get to go to athens and see puja or nick or anyone else. oh well I guess. my dad said he wants to spend some time with me. who knows when that will be. I am just happy to have a break from school and from the dorm. when I get back there won't be too much longer to go.
I guess I feel like I am always trying to get my life in order. and I'm not sure it's ever going to get in order. I still don't know what I want in life and I feel like I am kind of just treading water. I like living in new york and I love the school, but I feel so alone there. I am pretty much always lonely. I feel like I'm always walking through life all alone and it kinda stinks. it makes me really sad so I just try not to think about it. I am trying really hard to just focus on myself and my studies. I don't want to think about it anymore. I guess I will go watch tv or something.
I guess I feel like I am always trying to get my life in order. and I'm not sure it's ever going to get in order. I still don't know what I want in life and I feel like I am kind of just treading water. I like living in new york and I love the school, but I feel so alone there. I am pretty much always lonely. I feel like I'm always walking through life all alone and it kinda stinks. it makes me really sad so I just try not to think about it. I am trying really hard to just focus on myself and my studies. I don't want to think about it anymore. I guess I will go watch tv or something.