Jul 17, 2006 20:22
It finally hit me today when I went to heb that I'm leaving in a month.
I saw a couple of my classmates and it felt like we never even met...its crazy to think that the people you've spent 12 years of your life with can totally look at you like a stranger after you graduate. It was weird. I really don't keep in touch with anybody from highschool except for like 5 or 6 and they are my closest friends. So its finally hitting me that I'm probably never going to see most of these people ever again. Its sad but true.
So San Antonio will be my new home for the next couple of years...and Im liking the idea. The more and more I visit I fall in love with the city more and more. Minus the traffic I like it. Especially around the 1604 campus. I'm excited and I'm super glad I'm rooming with Sabrina she's such a sweetheart and we're a good team. Unfortunately, we're leaving our favorite boys in C.C. So we'll keep each other company.
Its sad to think that I have to leave him. In my opinion, he has made me a better person and a much happier one at that. We've had sooo many good times and it sucks that I'm moving...but I'd like to think that this is our test on whether we can make it through this or not. I figure if we can make it through this we can make it through anything. We're both trying to look on the brightside of things...thats what I love how he always seems to look for the positve and not dwell on the bad.
And I really hate thinking about leaving Kayleigh. I dont even want to talk about it.
I can't believe I'm growing up. Jeez.
Cant I just go back to 1st grade again.